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Life sucks
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- Apr 18, 2018
- 2,134
Hi,
for a long time, N and SN are the top methods but I think the lack of variety makes it harder for others to ctb. In my case, the most perfect for me is something that I make in my place. I have all the time and just looking for a way. I'm really tired and need to exit but I don't want to fail and do a cruel method. As I'm almost completely isolated from humans, I can't use those commonly used methods at all. It's like I'm trapped and I can't exit. And it doesn't help how there is no change in the situation, I'm deteriorating mentally and physically with time and it's better to leave before things gets much worse. Even if I got a method and didn't ctb, the availability of a method is going to make me safe. I don't want to see my body rotting and deteriorating while doing nothing.
for a long time, N and SN are the top methods but I think the lack of variety makes it harder for others to ctb. In my case, the most perfect for me is something that I make in my place. I have all the time and just looking for a way. I'm really tired and need to exit but I don't want to fail and do a cruel method. As I'm almost completely isolated from humans, I can't use those commonly used methods at all. It's like I'm trapped and I can't exit. And it doesn't help how there is no change in the situation, I'm deteriorating mentally and physically with time and it's better to leave before things gets much worse. Even if I got a method and didn't ctb, the availability of a method is going to make me safe. I don't want to see my body rotting and deteriorating while doing nothing.