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AngelTear

AngelTear

Dead before 30
Oct 27, 2025
172
There's no way for me to predict when the train is coming (unless there is a way I don't know about.) I just have to be consistent about laying down on them at similar times each day until the train finally comes. This is going to be annoying. I don't wanna see my birthday...I hate people, there are so many fucking assholes...

And yes the method I wanted was a gun but I have no money to acquire one.
I don't like the idea of hanging at all but if all else fails me...I guess I have no choice. I just need a good spot for it.

Nothing good ever seems to happen to me- the best thing that could happen to me is dying. I hope I finally succeed at something for once.
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
2,337
Passenger trains have schedules that are public... freight trains not so much... but you could certainly observe in an area and get an idea of general train frequency. I mean, you might not know exactly when... but you could perhaps narrow it down to "you probably just missed it and will be 12+ hours before the next one" vs "you haven't just missed one so it could be anytime to 10-12 hours". or some such.
 
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fadedghost

fadedghost

desperately seeking "Method A"
Dec 10, 2025
228
There's no way for me to predict when the train is coming (unless there is a way I don't know about.) I just have to be consistent about laying down on them at similar times each day until the train finally comes. This is going to be annoying. I don't wanna see my birthday...I hate people, there are so many fucking assholes...

And yes the method I wanted was a gun but I have no money to acquire one.
I don't like the idea of hanging at all but if all else fails me...I guess I have no choice. I just need a good spot for it.

Nothing good ever seems to happen to me- the best thing that could happen to me is dying. I hope I finally succeed at something for once.
So sorry things are so awful. People can be terrible sometimes...

Be careful with an attempted suicide by train as it could leave you with permanent injuries. Those attempts don't always succeed and when they fail, it's terrible.
 
darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
2,439
however you decide,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
violetforever

violetforever

Student
Dec 24, 2025
187
i have a train nearby too. every time i pass by it i look at it and wonder the same thing. i think this is the method for me but it's unfair for you to not get your first choice. i hope it all still works out the way you want ❤️‍🩹
 

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