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snooperdooper

snooperdooper

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Jan 27, 2024
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Ugh...... this path was written for me. I wonder if the choices I made were made for me because I don't feel like I have control over even my death. Can't get better even if I wanted to
 
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kopebaldy

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Jul 5, 2025
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One step forward two steps back, then it keep backing.

Why bother trying?.
 
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prettyclam

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Nov 29, 2024
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Some situations are just inescapable and out of our control. I realized mine was when not even professional help worked against my depression. Life is painfully unfair
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I feel the same way today. I've had a few ok moments here and there, but no real progress. I'm so numb today.
 
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greygoosechoose

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Sep 19, 2025
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Highly relatable. Telltale signs one is giving up on themselves.

It's disappointing realizing how little recourse humanity has afforded to many of it's problems.
 
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TrappedGnostic

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Jun 3, 2025
31
Same... sometimes I wonder if I might have ADHD or some other condition, it doesn't make sense that I procrastinate so much and have difficulty with my attention span. I also have people in my family diagnosed with this, and I know such conditions tend to be genetic. On the other hand I think the most likely explanation is that I'm a lazy, low IQ specimen. No matter the cause, there's no recourse for people like me.
 
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