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dune7263

Member
Jan 26, 2025
93
I just want to leave asap
 
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LunarEc

LunarEc

I luv Sharon Van Etten
Feb 13, 2025
116
whats DMC, Ive seen a few mention it. Is it short for something?
 
BlueButterfly111

BlueButterfly111

Autistic and Heartbroken
Dec 26, 2024
199
Same here, it's so painful!
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
40,975
I really understand just wanting to be gone, I also find it painful to suffer in this existence, I hope you find the freedom from suffering you search for.
 
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dune7263

Member
Jan 26, 2025
93
I really understand just wanting to be gone, I also find it painful to suffer in this existence, I hope you find the freedom from suffering you search for.
you know I never expected that I would be suicidal despite all the suffering and humiliation I went through, my mental health collapsed in 2023 and it's been a downspiral after that

I hope death truly is the end for me
 
BlueButterfly111

BlueButterfly111

Autistic and Heartbroken
Dec 26, 2024
199
when did you order it?
I ordered it on January 31st, so almost 3 weeks ago… I don't know if it's the weather that's causing the delay. How about you?
 
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dune7263

Member
Jan 26, 2025
93
I ordered it on January 31st, so almost 3 weeks ago… I don't know if it's the weather that's causing the delay. How about you?
a week ago for me you have been waiting longer than me, have you checked tracking and what country are in?
 
BlueButterfly111

BlueButterfly111

Autistic and Heartbroken
Dec 26, 2024
199
a week ago for me you have been waiting longer than me, have you checked tracking and what country are in?
Yes, I've been tracking it, it's in transit right now. I'm in the U.S. how about you?
 
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been__ready

Student
Nov 25, 2024
127
I just received mine, took around 2 weeks - at some point in the shipping process the aftership website provided by DMC stops updating (mine still reads that the SN is in a sorting center)…

So I used USPS tracking to track the package successfully from there.. just thought I'd share…
 
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dune7263

Member
Jan 26, 2025
93
I just received mine, took around 2 weeks - at some point in the shipping process the aftership website provided by DMC stops updating (mine still reads that the SN is in a sorting center)…

So I used USPS tracking to track the package successfully from there.. just thought I'd share…
what country?
 
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tartvinegar

Student
Feb 14, 2025
152
I have a timeline I need to follow, exit before the 28th and I don't think it'll be here in time. Also the guy said that if the package goes missing and isn't delivered, I have to power for another one? That really sucks.
 
futurecorpse

futurecorpse

Aren't We All?
Jan 23, 2025
181
My sn has been in the country for almost 3 weeks. I'm starting to feel worse and the desperation to ctb is increasing. I want to leave asap too
 
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ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
677
I already got my SN, but now I'm waiting for benzos and I'm getting so tired of waiting. I wanted to CTB weeks ago.
 

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