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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
Finally managed to secure the money to buy my sn and all of a sudden every local market place has scrubbed off the advert for sn. I'm not sure if it's all of a sudden starting to be "famous" and started being regulated or everyone is out all at once...or am just being paranoid idk...anyways I now had to pay soooo much more and order from DSL, former DMC. Now the wait and worry if it will get on my hands is killing me. This is literally my last shot and it needs to work out. I can't afford to have all that money wasted, i can't afford to get in trouble for buying a "suspicious" substance and most of all i don't wanna have to resort to hanging or jumping. I've waited for so long for this i just can't have it ruined. God! I hope just this once things go my way without a hitch, Just this once!
 
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unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,175
Finding SN is becoming more and more difficult around the world. I hope it's not a scam. I've been scammed with N and damn, I lost a LOOOOT of money... but when you're so desperate, you can do stupid things. It was 3 years ago. Sometimes I still dream to get N in hands, but I've accepted the idea of not finding it anymore
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
Finding SN is becoming more and more difficult around the world. I hope it's not a scam. I've been scammed with N and damn, I lost a LOOOOT of money... but when you're so desperate, you can do stupid things. It was 3 years ago. Sometimes I still dream to get N in hands, but I've accepted the idea of not finding it anymore
So sorry to hear that, N usually turns out to be a scam but desperation...i get it. Sn indeed is becoming harder to find, it wasn't long ago sellers were offering it for cheap (well cheaper than having it internationally shipped). Now that i got the money it's dead silence in the sn market over here. The source is well known and reputable, I just fear it might get seized at customs or some kind of unforseen shit happens...those tend to find me.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,177
I really understand just wanting a way to be permanently free from all the suffering, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
Omg omg!! I finally got my sn!! 🥳 and for the first time in a while I feel like I can take a deep breath! My mind had gone to so many what if senerios I felt like I was about to lose my mind. Got to me as descret as can be, no mention of sn anywhere, only the properties and lists of purposes of the compound it was claimed to be. I picked it up without any hitch at the post office, I was literally grinning all the way like a fool. It was hard not to jump up and down and grab anyone on the street by the shoulders and scream 'you know what this is!?' 'It's my ticket out of here!!' 😁
I'll be testing it in a bit even though it won't be that necessary but it feels so good to have atleast one thing go my way.


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Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,260
Omg omg!! I finally got my sn!! 🥳 and for the first time in a while I feel like I can take a deep breath! My mind had gone to so many what if senerios I felt like I was about to lose my mind. Got to me as descret as can be, no mention of sn anywhere, only the properties and lists of purposes of the compound it was claimed to be. I picked it up without any hitch at the post office, I was literally grinning all the way like a fool. It was hard not to jump up and down and grab anyone on the street by the shoulders and scream 'you know what this is!?' 'It's my ticket out of here!!' 😁
I'll be testing it in a bit even though it won't be that necessary but it feels so good to have atleast one thing go my way.


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Happy for u 😊 ♥️

I hope u get what you're looking for 💗
 
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