stoneybologne
bipolar 2 / asd lvl 1 / ptsd
- Jan 11, 2026
- 3
I hate this country from the very bottom of my heart. I really do.
My mother values an imaginary god over her own flesh and blood. I will never have an actual relationship with her or anyone else in my family, I just can't bring myself to. we'll meet up still, but at the end of the day, they'll never really love me. I feel so bitter seeing queer people with loving families. I hate it. that should be me. I really do feel like i'm cursed sometimes. I mean I wasted most of my teen years in a homophobic town. I had nearly zero friends. I was bullied so bad I developed PTSD.
The current administration gives me no hope for my future, no hope for my family. I have no fight left. I just want to die. Everyone is so fucking stupid we should all die.
My mother values an imaginary god over her own flesh and blood. I will never have an actual relationship with her or anyone else in my family, I just can't bring myself to. we'll meet up still, but at the end of the day, they'll never really love me. I feel so bitter seeing queer people with loving families. I hate it. that should be me. I really do feel like i'm cursed sometimes. I mean I wasted most of my teen years in a homophobic town. I had nearly zero friends. I was bullied so bad I developed PTSD.
The current administration gives me no hope for my future, no hope for my family. I have no fight left. I just want to die. Everyone is so fucking stupid we should all die.
