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FadingSnowFake

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Nov 25, 2024
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I sincerely hope this doesn't happen. I thought this person made this video for the benefit of families who cared.



I scrolled and saw it by chance, and am not really interested in this, but then his title of "spiritual psychiatrist" caught my eye. Maybe he believes what he's selling, who knows.

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soul2realm

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Oct 12, 2025
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You know I kind of needed it today. Thanks! Everything in my life is prompting me to ctb, I even have the set up ready. But somewhere it stops. I would have loved a natural death, oh so much. But I guess only the lucky ones get it.
 
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idiotmother

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Mar 21, 2025
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I find it comforting. I want to find peace and relief after death. Are you hoping for nothingness/non existence? I doubt he even knows for sure, no one does.
 
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sanctionedusage

or sanctioned sausage?
Sep 17, 2025
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literally just a compilation of low effort AI content and buzzwords, including his own self proclaimed title. also telling massive groups of people exactly what they want to hear.
 
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FadingSnowFake

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Nov 25, 2024
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I find it comforting. I want to find peace and relief after death. Are you hoping for nothingness/non existence? I doubt he even knows for sure, no one does.
Wouldn't want to be reborn again into this same thing.
 
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Hollowman

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Dec 14, 2021
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I find it comforting. I want to find peace and relief after death. Are you hoping for nothingness/non existence? I doubt he even knows for sure, no one does.
He definitely doesn't know for sure.
 
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CatLvr

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Aug 1, 2024
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literally just a compilation of low effort AI content and buzzwords, including his own self proclaimed title. also telling massive groups of people exactly what they want to hear.
While I do think there is a lot of truth in what you are saying, I also do believe that no matter how a soul leaves this realm it goes through what he describes with the "family line" and works through "unfinished business" with other souls -- sometimes we come back here, sometimes we move on to another existence and sometimes we stay with our family of souls and rest until we are ready to move forward.

I did not used to believe this way, mind you. Personal experiences with the souls of relatives who have gone on before me have taught me that this life is just one of many we will move through as we find ourselves. And become better than we were before. At least some of us -- I am very aware of one spirit (my mother) that was just as evil when she contacted me as she was when she was alive. It was frightening just how black her aura was. I have no idea what happened to make her so awful but I also know I am not interested in trying to deal with her at all. That woman would suck the life right out of a rock.

She was/is the literal definition of evil ... Anyway ... Sorry, kinda went off the rails there a little bit. But, yeah, she kinda freaked me out after my accident. I hadn't seen or spoken to her since I was in my early 30s and she had been dead for like 7, 8 years?? when that happened.
 
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While I do think there is a lot of truth in what you are saying, I also do believe that no matter how a soul leaves this realm it goes through what he describes with the "family line" and works through "unfinished business" with other souls -- sometimes we come back here, sometimes we move on to another existence and sometimes we stay with our family of souls and rest until we are ready to move forward.

I did not used to believe this way, mind you. Personal experiences with the souls of relatives who have gone on before me have taught me that this life is just one of many we will move through as we find ourselves. And become better than we were before. At least some of us -- I am very aware of one spirit (my mother) that was just as evil when she contacted me as she was when she was alive. It was frightening just how black her aura was. I have no idea what happened to make her so awful but I also know I am not interested in trying to deal with her at all. That woman would suck the life right out of a rock.

She was/is the literal definition of evil ... Anyway ... Sorry, kinda went off the rails there a little bit. But, yeah, she kinda freaked me out after my accident. I hadn't seen or spoken to her since I was in my early 30s and she had been dead for like 7, 8 years?? when that happened.
i absolutely believe you and others who've experienced spirituality themselves. just saying that this guy is using completely undefined and vague terms that sound equally ai generated as the images hes using to convey a feeling rather than any actual substance. "soul rupture," "spiritual channels," "healing field." intentionally elitist way to say "if higher forces exist, i dont think they punish people who ctb," which is anything but original, creative, or any more legitimate than a person claiming a man in the sky condemns you for eating a pig instead of a fish.
 
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CatLvr

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i absolutely believe you and others who've experienced spirituality themselves. just saying that this guy is using completely undefined and vague terms that sound equally ai generated as the images hes using to convey a feeling rather than any actual substance. "soul rupture," "spiritual channels," "healing field." intentionally elitist way to say "if higher forces exist, i dont think they punish people who ctb," which is anything but original, creative, or any more legitimate than a person claiming a man in the sky condemns you for eating a pig instead of a fish.
Oh for sure. He is just trying to monetize a channel. That whole "spiritual psychiatrist" title is a bunch of hoo-eeyyy ... 🙄🙄 I didn't hear anything from him that related to any spirituality at all -- just mixing up a bunch of words from 2 different disciplines to make himself sound educated. And he failed miserable. Anyone who has studied religion, spirituality and/or psychiatry for any length of time at all can see right through him. 🤷🏻 In my opinion, anyway.
 
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NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay ⋅ he/him
Nov 21, 2024
699
i absolutely believe you and others who've experienced spirituality themselves. just saying that this guy is using completely undefined and vague terms that sound equally ai generated as the images hes using to convey a feeling rather than any actual substance. "soul rupture," "spiritual channels," "healing field." intentionally elitist way to say "if higher forces exist, i dont think they punish people who ctb," which is anything but original, creative, or any more legitimate than a person claiming a man in the sky condemns you for eating a pig instead of a fish.
Yeah, it's the same type of terms that are present in a lot of cases where people developed "AI psychosis." I actually run in the same circles as someone who either has it, or was close to slipping into it, and they frequently watched AI videos with terms just like "spiritual channels" and "multi-faceted dimensional abilities."
 
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Always-in-trouble

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Yeah, it's the same type of terms that are present in a lot of cases where people developed "AI psychosis." I actually run in the same circles as someone who either has it, or was close to slipping into it, and they frequently watched AI videos with terms just like "spiritual channels" and "multi-faceted dimensional abilities."
Might just be him comfirming biases or just want endless dopamine which is the one thing GenAI can do infinitely
 
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FadingSnowFake

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While I do think there is a lot of truth in what you are saying, I also do believe that no matter how a soul leaves this realm it goes through what he describes with the "family line" and works through "unfinished business" with other souls -- sometimes we come back here, sometimes we move on to another existence and sometimes we stay with our family of souls and rest until we are ready to move forward.

I did not used to believe this way, mind you. Personal experiences with the souls of relatives who have gone on before me have taught me that this life is just one of many we will move through as we find ourselves. And become better than we were before. At least some of us -- I am very aware of one spirit (my mother) that was just as evil when she contacted me as she was when she was alive. It was frightening just how black her aura was. I have no idea what happened to make her so awful but I also know I am not interested in trying to deal with her at all. That woman would suck the life right out of a rock.

She was/is the literal definition of evil ... Anyway ... Sorry, kinda went off the rails there a little bit. But, yeah, she kinda freaked me out after my accident. I hadn't seen or spoken to her since I was in my early 30s and she had been dead for like 7, 8 years?? when that happened.
This is scary. I remember my mom also telling me that my dad's evil spirit visited her. He passed 36 years ago and she still sleeps with a light on. Sorry you had such a mother to deal with 🤗
 
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CatLvr

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Aug 1, 2024
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This is scary. I remember my mom also telling me that my dad's evil spirit visited her. He passed 36 years ago and she still sleeps with a light on. Sorry you had such a mother to deal with 🤗
Thank you. I was really, really angry for a long time. Then, when I was pregnant with my first child, I realized that if I didn't change I was gonna wind up just like her. And my child was gonna be just as fucked up as I was. I couldn't do that to a baby. So ... I have learned over the years if she hadn't done me the way she did I wouldn't be as strong and independent as I am today. And there have been so many times when she was literally watching me and doing things trying to set me up to fail. But I didn't. I succeeded in spite of her -- that is part of why she is still so angry. I kinda feel bad for her sometimes but I am not the person/spirit who can help her. Because she doesn't want to change and grow. All she wants to do is consume.

And I, too, am sorry anyone else has to deal with a spirit as dark as her. It's not fair -- but if you look hard enough you will find a lesson there. You cannot help everyone but you CAN learn from everyone. ❤️❤️❤️
 
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FadingSnowFake

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Nov 25, 2024
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Thank you. I was really, really angry for a long time. Then, when I was pregnant with my first child, I realized that if I didn't change I was gonna wind up just like her. And my child was gonna be just as fucked up as I was. I couldn't do that to a baby. So ... I have learned over the years if she hadn't done me the way she did I wouldn't be as strong and independent as I am today. And there have been so many times when she was literally watching me and doing things trying to set me up to fail. But I didn't. I succeeded in spite of her -- that is part of why she is still so angry. I kinda feel bad for her sometimes but I am not the person/spirit who can help her. Because she doesn't want to change and grow. All she wants to do is consume.

And I, too, am sorry anyone else has to deal with a spirit as dark as her. It's not fair -- but if you look hard enough you will find a lesson there. You cannot help everyone but you CAN learn from everyone. ❤️❤️❤️
The cycle of anger and abuse can definitely carry on in family generations. Well done to you for breaking that to be a loving and caring parent.
 

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