The three SIs are:
1. Suicidal Ideation
2. Survival Instinct
3. Self Improvement
But when you reach a little higher, dissatisfaction creeps back in...
I don't know what I could attain in this life that would actually make me feel less empty. I try talking to girls, going to the gym, doing outdoorsy stuff as well as go to social events but it's just like I think about the Secret Life of Walter Mitty and those old XX commercials and Werner Herzog and other examples of people living adventurous lives and I want my life to be that. There's been points in my life where I would strive for a specific milestone but I would always get really depressed if I actually reached it. At this point I think the best thing to do is have more goals and crazier goals than I can handle but strive for them anyways. Once I get dissatisfied I'll have to update my goals again so I'm not just thinking about
. Either way It's all gas no brakes for me at this point.
1. Suicidal Ideation
2. Survival Instinct
3. Self Improvement
But when you reach a little higher, dissatisfaction creeps back in...
I don't know what I could attain in this life that would actually make me feel less empty. I try talking to girls, going to the gym, doing outdoorsy stuff as well as go to social events but it's just like I think about the Secret Life of Walter Mitty and those old XX commercials and Werner Herzog and other examples of people living adventurous lives and I want my life to be that. There's been points in my life where I would strive for a specific milestone but I would always get really depressed if I actually reached it. At this point I think the best thing to do is have more goals and crazier goals than I can handle but strive for them anyways. Once I get dissatisfied I'll have to update my goals again so I'm not just thinking about
. Either way It's all gas no brakes for me at this point.
