Misanthrope
Mage
- Oct 23, 2018
- 557
Managed to secure a flat for my loved one alongside support services he will need in my absence. I am proud I pushed through my exhaustion and desire to just be gone already to achieve that much. On the 19th January my work will be over and I can move towards permanent rest. My grandmother is the last on the list to provide some final security for.
I have also been really enjoying video games again they have come such a long way from pong days and having tapes making screaming noises at me. Funny how mainstream it is now, used to get vilified for it. Now its a fucking sport! Weirdly grateful I get to be wrapped up in such amazing stories where you can kill all your problems and the pain and misery take a back seat for a while. But it has been a really shit decade. Medically the future is bleak, looking forward to the struggle becoming moot. Won't be partying, paying for Christmas still a week on like my body still hates me for inflicting food and socialising on it. More Witcher 3 to keep me sane at least and not muse too much on what is yet again being missed.
I have also been really enjoying video games again they have come such a long way from pong days and having tapes making screaming noises at me. Funny how mainstream it is now, used to get vilified for it. Now its a fucking sport! Weirdly grateful I get to be wrapped up in such amazing stories where you can kill all your problems and the pain and misery take a back seat for a while. But it has been a really shit decade. Medically the future is bleak, looking forward to the struggle becoming moot. Won't be partying, paying for Christmas still a week on like my body still hates me for inflicting food and socialising on it. More Witcher 3 to keep me sane at least and not muse too much on what is yet again being missed.