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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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Family once again told me that I deserved to be raped.

On the plus side, I just got a $25 2g fancy tarantula joint delivered, and a 500mg bag of edibles. Plus have some xanax because I just can't right now. On day 13 of no sleep. Please send sleep. See you in another dimension

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That's so fucked up that your family said that, I'm so sorry! I'm glad that you still manage to find positives in your life though. You're very strong!
 
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Backwood_tilt

UnEnlightened
Dec 27, 2019
889
Family once again told me that I deserved to be raped.

What the fuck kind of victim-blaming BS is that.

Hope you get the sleep you need, but fuck anyone who says that kind of shit to you.
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
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Family once again told me that I deserved to be raped.

On the plus side, I just got a $25 2g fancy tarantula joint delivered, and a 500mg bag of edibles. Plus have some xanax because I just can't right now. On day 13 of no sleep. Please send sleep. See you in another dimension

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Thats a messed up thing for a family to say... and for it not even to be the first time!
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
Family once again told me that I deserved to be raped.

On the plus side, I just got a $25 2g fancy tarantula joint delivered, and a 500mg bag of edibles. Plus have some xanax because I just can't right now. On day 13 of no sleep. Please send sleep. See you in another dimension

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I'm on day 9.

Tell your family. Ok. You wish I was raped. Are you talking about your personal fantasy of raping me or do you have someone in mind?

I have no patience for people who harass rape victims.
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
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I'm on day 9.

Tell your family. Ok. You wish I was raped. Are you talking about your personal fantasy of raping me or do you have someone in mind?

I have no patience for people who harass rape victims.
I absolutely love that comeback.... disturbing... but love it....
 
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Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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My bed is made with clean linen. The laundry is still in the basket by the front door. Taking a break, but will put it away today. Almost fell over making the bed.
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
My bed is made with clean linen. The laundry is still in the basket by the front door. Taking a break, but will put it away today. Almost fell over making the bed.
not good you almost fell over though
 
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Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
I don't know if it's from lack of sleep or I just haven't been doing well lately.
Probably lack of sleep... then a cross likely of the two.

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3 hours and I actually have to do work
 
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Backwood_tilt

UnEnlightened
Dec 27, 2019
889
I keep meaning to respond to this party invite for saturday, but i'm always reading these posts when i'm brainfogged and can't function.

anyways, i wish i could but i doubt i will make it. Think i'm going to try and CTB in the next 8-10 hrs. i just need to finish up writing some emails, setting a few things in order, etc.

If anyone is up to drinking i will be consuming moderate amounts up until then lol.
 
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Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I keep meaning to respond to this party invite for saturday, but i'm always reading these posts when i'm brainfogged and can't function.

anyways, i wish i could but i doubt i will make it. Think i'm going to try and CTB in the next 8-10 hrs. i just need to finish up writing some emails, setting a few things in order, etc.

If anyone is up to drinking i will be consuming moderate amounts up until then lol.
Well that was thrown on me quickly. Please write a goodbye thread and we won't leave you. :)
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
889
Well that was thrown on me quickly. Please write a goodbye thread and we won't leave you. :)

I'm sorry! I mentioned it once in a post earlier but i know how easy it is to miss these things in this thread.

i'm not gonna do a goodbye thread, i will probably just post here so the sinksters know. I share a lot of BlueWidow's feelings about goodbye threads.... plus most everyone i've been corresponding with is in this thread so i don't see the necessity of making a whole separate thread for it.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
I'm really starting to get exasperated with your mom!

What was she doing at 21?

Is it by invitation only? * sad puppy eyes*
I should probably ask her what she did at 21. I know she didn't go to college so I'm assuming just working. She is going to college now though.
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
889
I should probably ask her what she did at 21. I know she didn't go to college so I'm assuming just working. She is going to college now though.

IMO, I wouldn't even bother prodding at that. It sounds like your mom is insistent on this caricature of you, of what she wants to believe about you. If you counter with "well what were you doing" you'll just make her more defensive and possibly more vindictive.

I know it's tough to endure, but i would just bear and keep showing and proving. Let your actions speak for themselves.
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
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I keep meaning to respond to this party invite for saturday, but i'm always reading these posts when i'm brainfogged and can't function.

anyways, i wish i could but i doubt i will make it. Think i'm going to try and CTB in the next 8-10 hrs. i just need to finish up writing some emails, setting a few things in order, etc.

If anyone is up to drinking i will be consuming moderate amounts up until then lol.
Oh wow so soon? I was thinking there was more time for some reason.
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
I'm sorry! I mentioned it once in a post earlier but i know how easy it is to miss these things in this thread.

i'm not gonna do a goodbye thread, i will probably just post here so the sinksters know. I share a lot of BlueWidow's feelings about goodbye threads.... plus most everyone i've been corresponding with is in this thread so i don't see the necessity of making a whole separate thread for it.
Post here please. I don't do well with people disappearing. ;)
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
omg my mom just ate like 75-100 pieces of the godiva chocolate I bought... like an ENTIRE BAG...
 
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Deleted member 1465

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Jul 31, 2018
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Last time I sent this gif to a male, predictive text changed it to "I'm sending you a helpful womb." (Luckily, he had a good sense of humour—kinda like you:)
Lmao

I will remember that and quote it back to you when the moment is right. :blarg:
 
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Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
like she said that at least.... :( it was my chocolate....
 
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Backwood_tilt

UnEnlightened
Dec 27, 2019
889
Oh wow so soon? I was thinking there was more time for some reason.

Yeah, I have not been very clear to folks in public threads about my CTB plans, outside of making obscure references to "i think several of us will follow each other".

Post here please. I don't do well with people disappearing. ;)

i will! i promise.
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
Yeah, I have not been very clear to folks in public threads about my CTB plans, outside of making obscure references to "i think several of us will follow each other".



i will! i promise.
Granted I was thinking it was around this time or so... but just 'feels' soon I guess... granted could be for other reasons
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I just made that previous post while someone was watching me rofl... yeah, people don't know what ctb means, so it's not like they'd have any clue rofl
 
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Yeah, I have not been very clear to folks in public threads about my CTB plans, outside of making obscure references to "i think several of us will follow each other".



i will! i promise.
I don't know you very well but I'd be sad to see you go.
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
I'm trying to get up to put away my laundry. Sammy won't let me.
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I haven't heard from my sister in over a month. I'm afraid to call her. Don't even know if she's okay. I emailed her but she hasn't replied. We used to be so close. Fecking illness it ruins everything.
 
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Backwood_tilt

UnEnlightened
Dec 27, 2019
889
I don't know you very well but I'd be sad to see you go.

i remember seeing you post in many threads i've read! Undoubtedly folks here would feel the same way about you if you were going.

don't worry, you won't be missing much. I'm just a regular guy waiting at the bus stop like the rest of us :)
 
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Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
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It means so many things.... funny how "catch the beat" is like at the top
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

Visionary
Oct 6, 2019
2,179
I'm trying to get up to put away my laundry. Sammy won't let me.
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He's probably worried that you're going to fall.
Please be careful. I've been bumping into walls and stuff. . . and that was before I took the sleep meds and the pain meds yesterday. Lack of sleep is not good for your coordination and balance, particularly when you already had problems in those areas to begin with. :heart:
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Cats never want you to go. You must always do what they want.
They haven't forgotten when they were worshiped like gods in Egypt. In fact, they probably still think they're being worshiped like gods. . . OK, a lot of places they probably ARE still being worshiped like gods! :pfff:
 
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