The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[LegaliseIt!]

So my mom just told me that I'm basically doing nothing to better myself :(

I'm really starting to get exasperated with your mom!

She doesn't see that or that I've been trying to apply for colleges or trying to code (which I need to get back to). All she sees is me "sitting around " and going to hang out with friends to smoke.

What was she doing at 21?

Don't forget our party on Saturday!!!

Is it by invitation only? * sad puppy eyes*

 

[Carina]

I'm really starting to get exasperated with your mom!

What was she doing at 21?

Is it by invitation only? * sad puppy eyes*

Everyone's invited, but alcohol/drugs is bring your own lol

 

[LegaliseIt!]

I think one of our cats has OCD. He was following the dog around the yard this morning burying the "doggie-do"!
When I go out later to pick it up, I will have to tunnel through the snow to find it. Or, I can wait for the thaw in June;)

 

[Carina]

I think one of our cats has OCD. He was following the dog around the yard this morning burying the "doggie-do"!
When I go out later to pick it up, I will have to tunnel through the snow to find it. Or, I can wait for the thaw in June;)

Kinda cool/nice though....

My one cat will try and cover up vomit/anything that's "not supposed to be there" from any animal it stumbles upon in the house... it'll move pillows, sheets, try to pull up carpet, knock off things to use lol

 

[Jean4]

Regroup. Anxiety is starting, and I don't want to take anything unless I have to.
10:30.
I put on a jogging suit and got back in bed.

I need to take the sheets and comforter off the bed and do laundry.

 

[Carina]

Regroup. Anxiety is starting, and I don't want to take anything unless I have to.
10:30.
I put on a jogging suit and got back in bed.

I need to take the sheets and comforter off the bed and do laundry.

At least you have us :D

Just don't pay attention to my list thing... it might be stressful to read lol
mainly as there's so much in a row lol


does your laundry take a long time to do?

 

[Jean4]

I just stood up, was lightheaded and dizzy and spilled my coffee on everything. Including the carpet, my dresser and shoes.

 

[LegaliseIt!]

I am trying to think back, and I don't think that I have ever actually "jogged" in a jogging suit!

 

[Jean4]

I am trying to think back, and I don't think that I have ever actually "jogged" in a jogging suit!

Jog? I sleep in them lol
The Chinese doctor who tried to sound alarm about coronavirus has died after contracting the coronavirus.

https://www.washingtonpost.com/world/asia_pacific/coronavirus-china-live-updates/2020/02/06/104d0532-4869-11ea-8124-0ca81effcdfb_story.html

 

[Carina]

Jog? I sleep in them lol
The Chinese doctor who tried to sound alarm about coronavirus has died after contracting the coronavirus.

https://www.washingtonpost.com/world/asia_pacific/coronavirus-china-live-updates/2020/02/06/104d0532-4869-11ea-8124-0ca81effcdfb_story.html

jogging pants are made for sleeping....
and that's just what we'll do...
we put them on and then we'll sleep all over you.


or something like that.

 

[Jean4]

Moved to the living room. Still shaking and lightheaded. I have to now go back to the bedroom, get the comforter and sheets and everything else full of coffee. I will also have to clean the carpet where all the coffee spilled on.
This wasn't on my list!!!!

 

[Carina]

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My mom keeps on saying I'm I'm going to do in the future this year rofl.... oh... wait... yeah... nevermind....forgot... that's like normal stuff isn't it.

Moved to the living room. Still shaking and lightheaded. I have to now go back to the bedroom, get the comforter and sheets and everything else full of coffee. I will also have to clean the carpet where all the coffee spilled on.
This wasn't on my list!!!!

I'm sorry :(

I hope the day gets better! I'm sure it will... I mean I hope so at least!

 

[Jean4]

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My mom keeps on saying I'm I'm going to do in the future this year rofl.... oh... wait... yeah... nevermind....forgot... that's like normal stuff isn't it.

I'm sorry :(

I hope the day gets better! I'm sure it will... I mean I hope so at least!

The way I'm going, the mod I want to write to won't show today. I showered and now I smell like coffee lol.
Milo. I need to do laundry

 

[LegaliseIt!]

Jog? I sleep in them lol
The Chinese doctor who tried to sound alarm about coronavirus has died after contracting the coronavirus.

https://www.washingtonpost.com/world/asia_pacific/coronavirus-china-live-updates/2020/02/06/104d0532-4869-11ea-8124-0ca81effcdfb_story.html

When news showed a photo of him in ICU last week, I thought that his eyes looked terrified. So tragic.

 

[Carina]

I just tried to get my mom to make rumballs... she said no because it's too hard... ugh... like come on.....

 

[Jean4]

I am now kicking Milo off the chair and will return to the bedroom to get my laundry. Milo will not be happy.

 

[Carina]

I am now kicking Milo off the chair and will return to the bedroom to get my laundry. Milo will not be happy.

he'll still love you

 

[LegaliseIt!]

I just tried to get my mom to make rumballs... she said no because it's too hard... ugh... like come on.....

Breakfast of Champions!

 

[Jean4]

Can I cry now? I just knocked over the cats water dish in the bedroom.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Tripping out on space documentaries!

 

[BlueWidow]

Good morning everyone,

I hope everyone is doing well this morning. If you aren't, I hope your day gets better.

I came up with a new strategy for last night. I stayed up too long and was too hyper to sleep during the day yesterday like I originally intended to. So instead, I decided that I would go to sleep at the same time everyone on the East Coast was going to sleep. That was the early evening for me here on the West Coast, so it gave me a few extra hours to sleep.

I also took one more Vicodin, even though I hate it, so the painful pulled muscle wouldn't keep waking me up.

Then I have another pill called hydroxyzine, which is an antihistamine. When other people go to the doctor and say they can't sleep they get Ambien. When other people go to the doctor and say they're anxious they get Xanax. When I go to the doctor and say I'm anxious and I can't sleep, I'm given an antihistamine. Granted, they do use hydroxyzine for both anxiety and sleep. It does knock me out for a minimum of 3 days at a time if I take a whole pill. I guess you can't be anxious when you're knocked out for 3 days in a row and then groggy for the next 2. So technically the pill works. But I don't know anyone who has that much time to waste sleeping and being groggy and unable to do anything, particularly when I'm already pretty much non-functional as it is.

When I complained about it, the doctor told me to cut the pill in half. The pill is very, very tiny and very, very hard to cut. When I complained that cutting it in half still knocked me out for 2 days and made me groggy for 2 more days. The doctor told me to cut it even further. I ended up cutting the pill down until it was dust. You really can't do more than cut this pill in half and then cut it in half one more time, so that you have quarters. You can't cut it any lower than that because it turns to dust because of how small it is. The doctor didn't care. I still wasn't allowed to have any pill that might actually help me sleep or be less anxious, but still be relatively awake and functional the next day.

I hadn't taken any of the hydroxyzine in a while because I don't like to add to the grogginess that I already feel on a normal basis, but I'm getting desperate now because I need to sleep. I don't want to start hallucinating like @Jean4 is or feel any sicker than I already do. Granted, it isn't the same as real sleep, but at this point, I'll take anything I can get.

So, I cut the hydroxyzine into quarters. I tried to cut one of those quarters in half, but it was impossible. I tried to take the smallest dose possible without turning the pill into dust.

So I took one Vicodin and then one little piece of the hydroxyzine. Luckily, it was enough to keep me pain-free enough to sleep and drowsy enough so that I could sleep through the night without waking up. I only woke up once to bump Stan's thread and post a song that I couldn't get out of my head. After that, I slept straight through the rest of the night until about 7:30 AM, west coast time, this morning.

However, right now I'm incredibly groggy and think I could go back to sleep again. This time I actually am going back to sleep again (unlike yesterday). I'm not going to start answering posts. I'll answer them later. Couldn't answer them now if I wanted to anyway because I'm way too groggy and out of it. I wrote most of the above post last night when I was still awake.

I just wanted to check in. I'll probably be checking in and out all day depending on how groggy I continue to be. Going back to sleep now. Talk to everyone later.

 

[LegaliseIt!]

Can I cry now? I just knocked over the cats water dish in the bedroom.

Please cry! Tears will help the cat water dilute the coffee. Also, your sleep deprivation is definitely making physical tasks difficult. If laundry requires stairs, then it maybe isn't safe to do it right now.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Today is the day guys! I'm really moving forward with my life!

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

I've been using BetterHelp for quite some time. It's expensive as fuck, and though I fit their "impoverished brain cripple" discount, it's still expensive as fuck for me. 180$ a month. Seeing as my therapist moved to opening his own online clinic (?) I canceled my membership. That's fine.
Some hours ago I got an email from support about why I left their service.
This is my response:

I'm dropping the site because of how it works mechanically, and because my counselor left it too. If I were to not go to a meeting with my "real life counselor", let's call it, a guy who I meet face to face once a week, I would not pay for that missed appointment. With BetterHelp, I do. Those occasional 45$ are quite a lot of money. Since I'm converting from ILS, to give a more understandable equivalent that'd be slightly more than five packs of Marlboro's. And second, the counselor I was matched with went to set up his own thing, so I'll be signing up for that. The service is excellent, customer support was excelling my expectations on that one time i had to call it, it's just that there is now an objectively better place for me. A better help, if you will. Thank you, thank you, I'll be here all week. But yeah, I know of some people who could use BetteHelp, and when the topic arises, I've sent them your way. Best regards

I mean, there are no lies here. I kinda hope the guy sends me a video facepalming himself into a coma.

Edit 2: SS fucked up my formatting and I don't feel like doing it all nice and tidy again on mobile. Thumbs hurt. Lol

 

[Carina]

Good morning everyone,

I hope everyone is doing well this morning. If you aren't, I hope your day gets better.

I came up with a new strategy for last night. I stayed up too long and was too hyper to sleep during the day yesterday like I originally intended to. So instead, I decided that I would go to sleep at the same time everyone on the East Coast was going to sleep. That was the early evening for me here on the West Coast, so it gave me a few extra hours to sleep.

I also took one more Vicodin, even though I hate it, so the painful pulled muscle wouldn't keep waking me up.

Then I have another pill called hydroxyzine, which is an antihistamine. When other people go to the doctor and say they can't sleep they get Ambien. When other people go to the doctor and say they're anxious they get Xanax. When I go to the doctor and say I'm anxious and I can't sleep, I'm given an antihistamine. Granted, they do use hydroxyzine for both anxiety and sleep. It does knock me out for a minimum of 3 days at a time if I take a whole pill. I guess you can't be anxious when you're knocked out for 3 days in a row and then groggy for the next 2. So technically the pill works. But I don't know anyone who has that much time to waste sleeping and being groggy and unable to do anything, particularly when I'm already pretty much non-functional as it is.

When I complained about it, the doctor told me to cut the pill in half. The pill is very, very tiny and very, very hard to cut. When I complained that cutting it in half still knocked me out for 2 days and made me groggy for 2 more days. The doctor told me to cut it even further. I ended up cutting the pill down until it was dust. You really can't do more than cut this pill in half and then cut it in half one more time, so that you have quarters. You can't cut it any lower than that because it turns to dust because of how small it is. The doctor didn't care. I still wasn't allowed to have any pill that might actually help me sleep or be less anxious, but still be relatively awake and functional the next day.

I hadn't taken any of the hydroxyzine in a while because I don't like to add to the grogginess that I already feel on a normal basis, but I'm getting desperate now because I need to sleep. I don't want to start hallucinating like @Jean4 is or feel any sicker than I already do. Granted, it isn't the same as real sleep, but at this point, I'll take anything I can get.

So, I cut the hydroxyzine into quarters. I tried to cut one of those quarters in half, but it was impossible. I tried to take the smallest dose possible without turning the pill into dust.

So I took one Vicodin and then one little piece of the hydroxyzine. Luckily, it was enough to keep me pain-free enough to sleep and drowsy enough so that I could sleep through the night without waking up. I only woke up once to bump Stan's thread and post a song that I couldn't get out of my head. After that, I slept straight through the rest of the night until about 7:30 AM, west coast time, this morning.

However, right now I'm incredibly groggy and think I could go back to sleep again. This time I actually am going back to sleep again (unlike yesterday). I'm not going to start answering posts. I'll answer them later. Couldn't answer them now if I wanted to anyway because I'm way too groggy and out of it. I wrote most of the above post last night when I was still awake.

I just wanted to check in. I'll probably be checking in and out all day depending on how groggy I continue to be. Going back to sleep now. Talk to everyone later.

As long as you can sleep, and not be in pain--that's all that matters! Glad you checked in though. :) Now we know you're ok for now :)

 

[Jean4]

I'm going to do laundry. Will check in to make sure I make it there and back alive the way things are going today....

 

[Carina]

I'm going to do laundry. Will check in to make sure I make it there and back alive the way things are going today....
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I love you're doing laundry... but I hope you make it there and back alive! We need a live @Jean4!

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I'm going to do laundry. Will check in to make sure I make it there and back alive the way things are going today....

You know kung-fu. You'd fuck them up!

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

I'm going to do laundry. Will check in to make sure I make it there and back alive the way things are going today....
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Oh Jesus fuck there's a picture! It didn't load at first.
Umm, it's kinda unrelated, but what is that symbol near your status?

 

[LegaliseIt!]

Today is the day guys! I'm really moving forward with my life!
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Be still my racing heart! There's nothing like a jaunty stride to turn an Irish lass's head;)