The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[CynicalHopelessness]

What have you been doing to keep yourself occupied lately? I've been trying to keep myself as busy as possible. Lots of reading, movies, music, hobby work etc.

Actually the opposite. I'm trying to do as little as possible, only things that can be justified. I often find myself doing stuff when I don't really want to, just out of boredom, and I'm trying to stop myself and think about whether I really want to do X, how does the idea of doing X feels, etc. And if there's nothing that feels really worth doing, I try to do nothing, though it's hard and I sometimes waste time doing stupid shit.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Though it's hard and I sometimes waste time doing stupid shit.

I can relate to this line so much

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

I can relate to this line so much

Well it's inevitable, I've been wasting time for most of my life. It's even worse than smoking.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

2 and a half hours left in my shift. Counting down the time for my 2 nights off and birthday. I'm trying to cut back on drinking but I think I'm gona get hammered over the next two days.

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

I'm trying to cut back on drinking but I think I'm gona get hammered over the next two days.

Feeling guilty in advance?

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Feeling guilty in advance?

It was more or less preventative. Because someone I know may see that and be like "but, but... you were supposed to be quitting!"

 

[Sensei]

Just need to test something and this seems like a good place to do it.
It doesn't work. :(

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

It was more or less preventative. Because someone I know may see that and be like "but, but... you were supposed to be quitting!"

Which is good. I still smoke & drink though I'm supposed to be quitting too

Just need to test something and this seems like a good place to do it.
It doesn't work. :(

Story of my life...

 

[MysticPerception]

Wow it has been time for bed I am going to sleep night everyone.

 

[Sensei]

Story of my life...

I just wanted to test something technical. If I recall correctly, there's a thousand-word limit for posts, and I'd like to post something considerably longer than that. I thought that I could divide the text into sections and submit consequtive posts. It doesn't work. :(

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

Wow it has been time for bed I am going to sleep night everyone.

Isn't it time to wake up already where you are?

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Wow it has been time for bed I am going to sleep night everyone.

Goodnight! Dream well friend.

I just wanted to test something technical. If I recall correctly, there's a thousand-word limit for posts, and I'd like to post something considerably longer than that. I thought that I could divide the text into sections and submit consequtive posts. It doesn't work. :(

You could screen cap the pages and post that. Or you could use a third party host and link to it.

 

[Jean4]

Get ready for program @Squiddy

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

Hi @Jean4, got any good sleep?

 

[Jean4]

Hi @Jean4, got any good sleep?

A little. Which is better than nothing and I will count myself grateful. It's 7 am. Got up to take my meds, will feed the cats and go back to bed. Had to check in here of course lol.

 

[Carina]

Up. Alive. Received message from someone as confirmation of something......

Days been eventful already

 

[Ryuk]

I got up, washed my face, brushed my teeth and now i want to go back to bed...its 12:48pm in the afternoon

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I got up, washed my face, brushed my teeth and now i want to go back to bed...its 12:48pm in the afternoon

Welcome to the forum. Schedules are very important in the kitchen sink thread lol. You'll fit in fine.

 

[Jean4]

I got up, washed my face, brushed my teeth and now i want to go back to bed...its 12:48pm in the afternoon

Good going!!!!
Disability check came in figure out what bills I will pay this month
Meds
Coffee
Shower and brush teeth
Water plants
Fill up turtle tanks
Wash cat dishes and boxes
Real job work

 

[Ryuk]

Good going!!!!
Disability check came in figure out what bills I will pay this month
Meds
Coffee
Shower and brush teeth
Water plants
Fill up turtle tanks
Wash cat dishes and boxes
Real job work

That is super productive! I'm going to take my dog for a walk now then i can sleep some more

Welcome to the forum. Schedules are very important in the kitchen sink thread lol. You'll fit in fine.

Thanks!! Finally

 

[Jean4]

That is super productive! I'm going to take my dog for a walk now then i can sleep some more

Thanks!! Finally

I am feeling ok this morning. If I change to depression, the rest goes on the list for tomorrow.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

 

[Jean4]

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Just don't disappear. ;)

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Just don't disappear. ;)

You can't get rid of me that easy lol.

 

[Jean4]

You can't get rid of me that easy lol.

Good. Because I'm starting to bounce again. Manic... depressed... manic... depressed lol

 

[Jean4]

Jean is a mess. Back to list.
Took meds.
showered and brushed my teeth
Coffee
Paid some bills

Need to do
Cat dishes and box
Real job work
Turtle tank
Water plants

 

[faraway_beach]

I consulted my social worker about the appt I have with Soc Sec this Thurs. She is a very kind and helpful person. She is an odd combination of brisk and easygoing: she will help me get down to something right away, but then we do it in a kind of lax, good-enough way. She thinks I already have everything I need even though I'm missing a few documents here and there (i.e. they ask for receipts for nine months, I am missing two random months in there somewhere). I am afraid I will get a very meticulous examiner who will point out any "t" I have not crossed.

Thanks again, @Jean4, for assuring me that I can go back and cross them later if I need to.

 

[Carina]

I so can't post in here as much when at work, ugh... oh well.... Hi.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I so can't post in here as much when at work, ugh... oh well.... Hi.

Hi! Nice to meet you!

 

[Jean4]

I consulted my social worker about the appt I have with Soc Sec this Thurs. She is a very kind and helpful person. She is an odd combination of brisk and easygoing: she will help me get down to something right away, but then we do it in a kind of lax, good-enough way. She thinks I already have everything I need even though I'm missing a few documents here and there (i.e. they ask for receipts for nine months, I am missing two random months in there somewhere). I am afraid I will get a very meticulous examiner who will point out any "t" I have not crossed.

Thanks again, @Jean4, for assuring me that I can go back and cross them later if I need to.

I told you so... and always bring snacks!!!