Sensei

Sensei

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And not only that... as a producer I want to learn on how to make really painfull almost torture-ish type music. I'm not a bad person, I just want to express how I feel... and that's the worst part of it all.

Then maybe you should explore noise music, if you haven't already. A cheerful little sample for you:

Synapscape - "Slowdive" (Beware: Stroboscopic-ish effects, in case you have epilepsy.)
 
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Squiddy

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We are back to that? I told you to buy one and a pizza!
I just thought 2 would be better to stock up, but one and a pizza sounds good too
 
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MysticPerception

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Chicken and Rice
It looks so bad but tastes so good lol.
 
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I actually reordered meds. kind of out of habit. kind of because the pharmacy sent me texts and I just had to reply with a single number or letter to do it
 
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Carina

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I've had this weird craving for rice and kidney beans... and nuts... here lately... must be some odd phase.
 
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I need a good excuse to why my friend is coming over. Does a gift card swap sound like a legit reason?
 
Jean4

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I need a good excuse to why my friend is coming over. Does a gift card swap sound like a legit reason?
Gift card for what? Holiday is over. How about she wants to borrow clothing or something?
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How is your day today?
Okay, I guess. I've been in bed for most of the day and I'm currently still there now. I haven't really done anything. I'm just sitting here watching TV and surfing around on this site.
I haven't really been able to get motivated to do anything at all this weekend. I had a headache for most of the day yesterday, so I just stayed in bed. I kind of feel like I might be getting sick on top of everything else. Though, I haven't been anywhere or around any people, so I don't really see how I could have caught anything.
 
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Okay, I guess. I've been in bed for most of the day and I'm currently still there now. I haven't really done anything. I'm just sitting here watching TV and surfing around on this site.
I haven't really been able to get motivated to do anything at all this weekend. I had a headache for most of the day yesterday, so I just stayed in bed. I kind of feel like I might be getting sick on top of everything else. Though, I haven't been anywhere or around any people, so I don't really see how I could have caught anything.
How's everyone here doing today?
 
Jean4

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Okay, I guess. I've been in bed for most of the day and I'm currently still there now. I haven't really done anything. I'm just sitting here watching TV and surfing around on this site.
I haven't really been able to get motivated to do anything at all this weekend. I had a headache for most of the day yesterday, so I just stayed in bed. I kind of feel like I might be getting sick on top of everything else. Though, I haven't been anywhere or around any people, so I don't really see how I could have caught anything.
Do one thing. If you do it, I will force myself to get out of bed, clean the cat litter and water my plants.
 
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LMLN

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Aug 10, 2019
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How's everyone here doing today?
It's been a rough tough day. I even had to take a xanax, I hate to have to so that. I'm visiting with family and they've been so gracious listening to me cry.
 
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