The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[Jean4]

12:23. I'm way off track
I just showered and brushed my teeth and am back in bed
Cleaned cat dishes
That's it

Need to
Clean cat box
Take meds (doing that now)

Real job work... maybe

 

[Carina]

Does it count as real work if you're here while at work?

 

[faust]

Does it count as real work if you're here while at work?

I think, yes, one does not counteract with another.

 

[Jean4]

Does it count as real work if you're here while at work?

Yes. You are babysitting me... which is your other job.

 

[Carina]

Yes. You are babysitting me... which is your other job.

But like I"m always one split thought from.... opening a drawer... seriously I moved certain bottles closer so I could access it easier.

Am I really the best babysitter? lolo

 

[MysticPerception]

I don't know what to do with myself. I'm refusing to take an uber to my job to turn in a sheet saying where I was for the past week but I should have just gone yesterday and tricked myself into thinking I could go this morning. Normally transportation isn't a problem for me but my car got really fucked up for seemingly no reason right before I attempted(nice contributing factor there) and I can't even take it to get repaired on my own right now so I'm kind of just sitting here waiting to borrow my mother's car when she arrives home. I feel like I should be looking for another job right now but my motivation is just not there lol. I know I can't solve everything in one or two days but I really would like a sign pointing in the right direction at least at this point.

 

[Shakespear's Brother]

If i fail, i will come back and post before most of you wake up. Thank you all for everything.

oh shoot, is he talking about CTB?

thanks for your contributions on exit bag, man

 

[Jean4]

I don't know what to do with myself. I'm refusing to take an uber to my job to turn in a sheet saying where I was for the past week but I should have just gone yesterday and tricked myself into thinking I could go this morning. Normally transportation isn't a problem for me but my car got really fucked up for seemingly no reason right before I attempted(nice contributing factor there) and I can't even take it to get repaired on my own right now so I'm kind of just sitting here waiting to borrow my mother's car when she arrives home. I feel like I should be looking for another job right now but my motivation is just not there lol. I know I can't solve everything in one or two days but I really would like a sign pointing in the right direction at least at this point.

Hand in the paper. Is there anything you need to do in the area?

 

[MysticPerception]

I actually forgot to take my medication since I'm not used to having any lol. I went ahead and took it just now but accidentally dropped the bottle and all of my pills went everywhere. Luckily I managed to retrieve them all but I can't seem to open the bottle to put the last one back in. I don't understand why they made it so tough to open.

 

[Jean4]

I actually forgot to take my medication since I'm not used to having any lol. I went ahead and took it just now but accidentally dropped the bottle and all of my pills went everywhere. Luckily I managed to retrieve them all but I can't seem to open the bottle to put the last one back in. I don't understand why they made it so tough to open.

Next time ask for a bottle without a child protective cap. I can't open them either

 

[MysticPerception]

Next time ask for a bottle without a child protective cap. I can't open them either

Will do that. Hopefully I'll start to feel better now as I realized I was relapsing into my old way of thinking very quickly. Not suicidal but just the overall lack of motivation to do anything and not wanting to start anything new.

 

[Jean4]

Will do that. Hopefully I'll start to feel better now as I realized I was relapsing into my old way of thinking very quickly. Not suicidal but just the overall lack of motivation to do anything and not wanting to start anything new.

That can also be the normal it is hard to get back into a routine after a vacation... and the hospital was a vacation.
Come here and write down what needs to be done to stay on track.

 

[MysticPerception]

Stay on track? I guess. I used to have a note every day detailing what I would do. Then the note became cluttered and I stopped bothering with it though that was years ago. Let's see I need to.

Shower
Turn in the sheet and put in my two weeks(I expect them to just save me the trouble and fire me lol)
Get a haircut

That's about it. I guess I could also try learning some coding or whatever since that's what I said I would get as a skill since I don't want to do anymore bottom of the barrel retail work.

 

[Jean4]

Stay on track? I guess. I used to have a note every day detailing what I would do. Then the note became cluttered and I stopped bothering with it though that was years ago. Let's see I need to.

Shower
Turn in the sheet and put in my two weeks(I expect them to just save me the trouble and fire me lol)
Get a haircut

That's about it. I guess I could also try learning some coding or whatever since that's what I said I would get as a skill since I don't want to do anymore bottom of the barrel retail work.

Brush your teeth. I need to write that to myself to remind me.. and you must eat!

Brush your teeth. I need to write that to myself to remind me.. and you must eat!

If you are fired you get unemployment. Something to think about.

 

[MysticPerception]

Brush your teeth. I need to write that to myself to remind me.. and you must eat!

If you are fired you get unemployment. Something to think about.

As if they would give me unemployment. They would just say I no call no showed for two days despite having proof I was in the hospital at some point and then proceed to never schedule me again in an attempt to get rid of me. They've done it to other people in the past so it's nothing new. The people running my job are terrible. Oh yeah I did forget to brush my teeth I can go do that now though. Eating comes naturally though to me so I don't need to write that lol.

Okay teeth brushed. Gonna take a shower in a bit I guess.

 

[Jean4]

As if they would give me unemployment. They would just say I no call no showed for two days despite having proof I was in the hospital at some point and then proceed to never schedule me again in an attempt to get rid of me. They've done it to other people in the past so it's nothing new. The people running my job are terrible. Oh yeah I did forget to brush my teeth I can go do that now though. Eating comes naturally though to me so I don't need to write that lol.

Okay teeth brushed. Gonna take a shower in a bit I guess.

You could ask for a hearing and fight it.

 

[Carina]

I really think no employer should be allowed to fire an employee that was in a hospital no matter what type, and no matter how many absences or anything.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I really think no employer should be allowed to fire an employee that was in a hospital no matter what type, and no matter how many absences or anything.

I agree, but we're just proverbial meat in the grinder. Disposable and easily replaced.

 

[MysticPerception]

I agree, but we're just proverbial meat in the grinder. Disposable and easily replaced.

Pretty much this. No matter what I do I'm just replaceable to them.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I agree, but we're just proverbial meat in the grinder. Disposable and easily replaced.

Oh I remember redundancy. Thanks for all your hard work we don't want to lose you (now sod off so we can save some money).
Ironically they wanted me to come back as freelance for the Christmas rush. Guess how I reacted?

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Oh I remember redundancy. Thanks for all your hard work we don't want to lose you (now sod off so we can save some money).
Ironically they wanted me to come back as freelance for the Christmas rush. Guess how I reacted?

But It's the most wonderful time of the year bro!

 

[Deleted member 1465]

But It's the most wonderful time of the year bro!

Well it was for them cus some poor sod had to compile the Christmas TV guide pages and it wasn't me muahahaha

 

[Carina]

So I was good and called the psychiatrist... Totally forgot what I was doing mid call... oops... well, what's the worst that could happen?

*insert brain quickly inserting a dozen things that could happen*

Ok, other than those things... what's the worst? lol

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Hows the snow looking @Carina -?

 

[Carina]

Hows the snow looking @Carina -?

Not really on roads, but on other things.... it's sunny, but like 0-20 15 degrees out

 

[MysticPerception]

I feel like taking a nap. What am I chopped Squiddy? I should really do something but I feel so drowsy and don't want to function.

 

[Jean4]

I feel like taking a nap. What am I chopped Squiddy? I should really do something but I feel so drowsy and don't want to function.

Do 1 thing and take a nap

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

I feel like taking a nap. What am I chopped Squiddy? I should really do something but I feel so drowsy and don't want to function.

I'll be going to sleep in 10-20 minutes so we can synchronize.

 

[MysticPerception]

Do 1 thing and take a nap

I'll be going to sleep in 10-20 minutes so we can synchronize.

A nap would mess up my sleep schedule though I can't. I have to stay awake ugh.

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

A nap would mess up my sleep schedule though I can't. I have to stay awake ugh.

Actually if you have a reasonably stable schedule, naps don't mess with that more than for a day. Maybe your body is telling you that you failed your schedule a bit and need to recover by some extra sleep