The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[Brick In The Wall]

The exchange @Jean4 had with another member in Mystics thread was priceless

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

My grinder came!

The exchange @Jean4 had with another member in Mystics thread was priceless

I know right

 

[Carina]

Some people get their jollies from from jacking others stuff..... sometimes it's threads

 

[BlueWidow]

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My grinder came!


I know right

It occurs to me that you seem to be the one who is taking @Squiddy's place while she's gone with the pictures of all the really tasty looking food. I just hope you don't start eating a bunch of chicken like she always seems to have to.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

The exchange @Jean4 had with another member in Mystics thread was priceless

Oh my I just read that. Err.... yeah. Obvious?

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

It occurs to me that you seem to be the one who is taking @Squiddy's place while she's gone with the pictures of all the really tasty looking food. I just hope you don't start eating a bunch of chicken like she always seems to have to.

I hope she'd be proud lol
Oh trust me, I am tired of chicken at the moment so I doubt that'll happen.

 

[BlueWidow]

I hope she'd be proud lol
Oh trust me, I am tired of chicken at the moment so I doubt that'll happen.

I'm sure she'd be thrilled someone was holding down her spot while she's busy trying to get some help.
That's good about the chicken. I was teasing her the other day that she just might turn into a chicken if she didn't watch out because she ate so much of it.
Not that I think she usually had a choice because that's just what her mother would make.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I'm out for the night.
@Backwood_tilt - it's been an honour to share a little light with you on this dark path we walk. I hope the clearing at the end of the path brings you peace.
Goodnight.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I'm sure she'd be thrilled someone was holding down her spot while she's busy trying to get some help.
That's good about the chicken. I was teasing her the other day that she just might turn into a chicken if she didn't watch out because she ate so much of it.
Not that I think she usually had a choice because that's just what her mother would make.

Good, that makes me happy to think about! I am so proud of her for getting help. I want to surprise her with something when she gets out, but I'm still working out the logistics of it since we have to remain anonymous and all.

That's funny! At least you can cook chicken many different ways!

 

[Carina]

I don't even know what I'm having for dinner.... considering it'll probably take me an hour or more to get home considering the roads... probably nothing... we'll see here as I leave in like 3 minutes

 

[Jean4]

The exchange @Jean4 had with another member in Mystics thread was priceless

Why thank you. Nobody goes after a cult member. I was polite. ;)

Oh my I just read that. Err.... yeah. Obvious?

You liked?

 

[BlueWidow]

Good, that makes me happy to think about! I am so proud of her for getting help. I want to surprise her with something when she gets out, but I'm still working out the logistics of it since we have to remain anonymous and all.

That's funny! At least you can cook chicken many different ways!

Yes, I think everyone's really happy that she's getting some help. That's so nice of you to be making a surprise for her. I'm sure she'll be happy and overwhelmed when she gets back to find out how much everyone missed her. She always seemed to not understand how wonderful she is and she never gave herself credit for all the hard work she was doing.
Of course, it didn't help at all the people around her weren't giving her any credit either. I hope she gets to work on her self-esteem and she comes to understand what a beautiful person she is. Okay, I'm crying now.
I can just relate to her so much. I tried so hard to get help and to get better and to gain self-esteem when I was younger and it always seemed like fighting against a never ending tide. By the end of my 20s, I think I was already so jaded and worn out from my continued attempts to get better that I just started giving up. And this was before my thyroid problems really kicked in, which made everything even harder.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Yes, I think everyone's really happy that she's getting some help. That's so nice of you to be making a surprise for her. I'm sure she'll be happy and overwhelmed when she gets back to find out how much everyone missed her. She always seemed to not understand how wonderful she is and she never gave herself credit for all the hard work she was doing.
Of course, it didn't help at all the people around her weren't giving her any credit either. I hope she gets to work on her self-esteem and she comes to understand what a beautiful person she is. Okay, I'm crying now.
I can just relate to her so much. I tried so hard to get help and to get better and to gain self-esteem when I was younger and it always seemed like fighting against a never ending tide. By the end of my 20s, I think I was already so jaded and worn out from my continued attempts to get better that I just started giving up. And this was before my thyroid problems really kicked in, which made everything even harder.

Hopefully it will help her gain some good coping skills and help her self esteem out more. Do you know how long of a program hers is? I can relate a lot as well, it's a constant struggle to become well and not have your self esteem be in the toilet. It's really easy to want to just give up, especially when you have others around you telling you that you aren't getting any better.

 

[Jean4]

Hopefully it will help her gain some good coping skills and help her self esteem out more. Do you know how long of a program hers is? I can relate a lot as well, it's a constant struggle to become well and not have your self esteem be in the toilet. It's really easy to want to just give up, especially when you have others around you telling you that you aren't getting any better.

She's in the hospital, and she said she is usually in for 5 days. Not sure about the program.

 

[BlueWidow]

Hopefully it will help her gain some good coping skills and help her self esteem out more. Do you know how long of a program hers is? I can relate a lot as well, it's a constant struggle to become well and not have your self esteem be in the toilet. It's really easy to want to just give up, especially when you have others around you telling you that you aren't getting any better.

I think she mentioned that she's normally in the hospital for five days. I don't know if that means anything. She was already in an outpatient program before they hospitalized her, so I'm assuming she'll just go back to that when she gets out. I think she was having some passive suicidal thoughts, or maybe they had become active, and she said she was also having the urge to cut herself. That may be why they hospitalized her. They probably didn't want her to start hurting herself.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

She's in the hospital, and she said she is usually in for 5 days. Not sure about the program.

I think she mentioned that she's normally in the hospital for five days. I don't know if that means anything. She was already in an outpatient program before they hospitalized her, so I'm assuming she'll just go back to that when she gets out. I think she was having some passive suicidal thoughts, or maybe they had become active, and she said she was also having the urge to cut herself. That may be why they hospitalized her. They probably didn't want her to start hurting herself.

It'll probably only be 5 days, then. I think that is the longest most places will take you unless it is a more intense hospitalization. Granted, I'm sure that varies by location and if you have insurance or not. I know that's how it is here, at least. I totally meant to ask about the hospitalization, not the program but I'm developing a migraine so I am not thinking the clearest. Time to load up on thc..

 

[Jean4]

I think she mentioned that she's normally in the hospital for five days. I don't know if that means anything. She was already in an outpatient program before they hospitalized her, so I'm assuming she'll just go back to that when she gets out. I think she was having some passive suicidal thoughts, or maybe they had become active, and she said she was also having the urge to cut herself. That may be why they hospitalized her. They probably didn't want her to start hurting herself.

You can't be in a new program where nobody knows her baseline and say you are a cutter and you wish a meteor or bud would hit you lol

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

You can't be in a new program where nobody knows her baseline and say you are a cutter and you wish a meteor or bud would hit you lol

lol yeah, I am sure they didn't take her saying that too lightly

 

[BlueWidow]

It'll probably only be 5 days, then. I think that is the longest most places will take you unless it is a more intense hospitalization. Granted, I'm sure that varies by location and if you have insurance or not. I know that's how it is here, at least. I totally meant to ask about the hospitalization, not the program but I'm develop a migraine so I am not thinking the clearest. Time to load up on thc..

I hope your migraine gets better. Just hearing about those makes my head hurt.

You can't be in a new program where nobody knows her baseline and say you are a cutter and you wish a meteor or bud would hit you lol

lol yeah, I am sure they didn't take her saying that too lightly

That's true, I'd forgotten about the picture of the meteor that she drew. I mean, she could say those things on here. But to say them in her therapy was probably not the best idea, and drawing pictures of them was certainly not a good idea. But hopefully she'll feel better when she gets out. I think she was also having some kind of an issue with some of her medicine, so hopefully they got all of that straightened out as well.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I hope your migraine gets better. Just hearing about those makes my head hurt.


That's true, I'd forgotten about the picture of the meteor that she drew. I mean, she could say those things on here. But to say them in her therapy was probably not the best idea, and drawing pictures of them was certainly not a good idea. But hopefully she'll feel better when she gets out. I think she was also having some kind of an issue with some of her medicine, so hopefully they got all of that straightened out as well.

Thank you, I am hoping it gets better before work. I'm not going to let it get me down, though.


Yeah, hopefully she feels better and if there was an issue they get it straightened out. Medication can be tricky, sometimes.

 

[Carina]

 

[Jean4]

I hope your migraine gets better. Just hearing about those makes my head hurt.


That's true, I'd forgotten about the picture of the meteor that she drew. I mean, she could say those things on here. But to say them in her therapy was probably not the best idea, and drawing pictures of them was certainly not a good idea. But hopefully she'll feel better when she gets out. I think she was also having some kind of an issue with some of her medicine, so hopefully they got all of that straightened out as well.

Yeah. She wasn't taking her meds lol.

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What kind of cheese?

 

[BlueWidow]

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Is that macaroni and cheese? That looks good. You're making me want macaroni and cheese now. I think I might actually have some in the cupboard. I may go look. I was planning on having soup, but that looks really good.

Yeah. She wasn't taking her meds lol.

What kind of cheese?

Oh, that's a good question. What kind of cheese? Also, I think she was having a problem with the cost of one of her meds. I think she might've got that settled, but I can't remember?

 

[Carina]

Yeah. She wasn't taking her meds lol.

What kind of cheese?

Is that macaroni and cheese? That looks good. You're making me want macaroni and cheese now. I think I might actually have some in the cupboard. I may go look. I was planning on having soup, but that looks really good.

It's mac and cheese with..... some type of fake processed cheese... generic type lol
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I was so tired at work today, as was the office manager, that she forgot the name of someone wasn't my name, and I was like "oh wait, is this her?" and the manager looked for a few seconds and said "*my name*, that's you" I didn't realize that I picked my name out of a list of names.... and I"m the ONLY ONE at the company with my name.

 

[MysticPerception]

Making me hungry over here. I'm waiting for Checkers. I normally avoid all fast food as I find it terrible for my complexion and just greasy garbage but after my attempt it feels like a big fuck it lately and I just pig out like it doesn't even matter.

 

[Carina]

Making me hungry over here. I'm waiting for Checkers. I normally avoid all fast food as I find it terrible for my complexion and just greasy garbage but after my attempt it feels like a big fuck it lately and I just pig out like it doesn't even matter.

Sometimes you just need that though too. it's kind of good for you

 

[BlueWidow]

Making me hungry over here. I'm waiting for Checkers. I normally avoid all fast food as I find it terrible for my complexion and just greasy garbage but after my attempt it feels like a big fuck it lately and I just pig out like it doesn't even matter.

I like Checkers. They have really good fries. My husband and I used to go to the Steak'n'Shake and get a burger and then go to the Checkers across the street and get their french fries.

 

[Jean4]

Making me hungry over here. I'm waiting for Checkers. I normally avoid all fast food as I find it terrible for my complexion and just greasy garbage but after my attempt it feels like a big fuck it lately and I just pig out like it doesn't even matter.

Junk food at your party Saturday!!

 

[MysticPerception]

Junk food at your party Saturday!!

Well the dietitian did say one of her goals was that I don't lose any weight while I'm there so at least I managed that much. Wouldn't be surprised if I put on a few pounds though I'm still slender so who cares time for more junk food!

 

[Jean4]

Well the dietitian did say one of her goals was that I don't lose any weight while I'm there so at least I managed that much. Wouldn't be surprised if I put on a few pounds though I'm still slender so who cares time for more junk food!