The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[Carina]

Out ninja @Sensei checking in!

Wait does that mean there was a check in, or you're doing another call out for there to be a check in?

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Re. New folks and fake accounts.
I can't help it when I see someone new post in distress I wanna do what I can so they don't feel ignored. Awful if you are genuine to bare your soul and have no one listen. I always think about hanging back when I feel the spidersense tingling but then I post anyway.
However I do expect some fake accounts now and that will mean people may slip through the net here too. The last place they come to. That's not right.
But I guess we have to be careful.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Ahh, yeah that could be a bit bad "and over here is where we disrobe " rofl And then say " no no no, the robes! the robes! " (you do have robes at work I"m hoping right?)
but no, it could definately get a bit uncomfortable if you flierted with someone you were training.... at least while training...

Exactly. We do have robes, actually..so that's not entirely unlikely. I mean..he could train me—wait, I didn't say that haha

 

[Jean4]

Re. New folks and fake accounts.
I can't help it when I see someone new post in distress I wanna do what I can so they don't feel ignored. Awful if you are genuine to bare your soul and have no one listen. I always think about hanging back when I feel the spidersense tingling but then I post anyway.
However I do expect some fake accounts now and that will mean people may slip through the net here too. The last place they come to. That's not right.
But I guess we have to be careful.

Judge by their post. You can assume from a new person who asks how many poppy seeds to eat to CTB is fake lol.

Wait does that mean there was a check in, or you're doing another call out for there to be a check in?

He liked a post here. When someone isn't feeling well, they give me a thumbs up on a post so we know they are ok. That's a check in.

 

[Carina]

Judge by their post. You can assume from a new person who asks how many poppy seeds to eat to CTB is fake lol.

He liked a post here. When someone isn't feeling well, they give me a thumbs up on a post so we know they are ok. That's a check in.

Ahh that makes sense.


And you're saying that people asking how many tonnes of poppyseeds to eat a second it takes 'might' be fake?

 

[Polly]

Ahh, yeah that could be a bit bad "and over here is where we disrobe " rofl And then say " no no no, the robes! the robes! " (you do have robes at work I"m hoping right?)
but no, it could definately get a bit uncomfortable if you flierted with someone you were training.... at least while training...

Give in and let the rest of us live vicariously:-)

 

[Carina]

I am still waiting for tech support to get back to me.... this sucks... can't leave my desk really.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

And to think I had an endless supply of poppy seeds in my old back garden. Sheesh.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Give in and let the rest of us live vicariously:-)

I dunno man, he took the last doughnut. I'm thinking that red beard of his can go to hell.

 

[BlueWidow]

That's such a wonderful skill. That's the sort of thing that has always inspired me. Every house I've ever lived in, I've worked on or done the garden. Always leave a place in a better state than when you found it. You are having a hard time right now, I'm so sorry
I have always had very lucid dreams, but I've always known they were dreams and could control them to a certain extent. After my dad died many years ago, I saw him in a very vivid dream. It was odd for me because it was from a first person perspective and that's not how I normally dream. He was standing in the breakfast room by the table we used to have Sunday lunch on when I was young. It had the white cloth over it, but nothing on the table, it was bare. He looked happy and healthy. he looked at me and smiled and said 'Don't worry about me, I'm okay.' Then he faded from view and I woke up. I confess, it felt very real, like he'd actually spoken to me. I have no idea if this was just my mind projecting what i wanted to hear (though it doesn't usually do that). But it felt real, unlike any dream I'd ever had before.

Yes, I kind of know it's a dream as well when it's happening. It's sort of like a radio station that's not quite in tune, but I can recognize that it's my husband's voice. It's just very disconcerting to me and it always wakes me up. And I'm always upset when I wake up because I just want to hear what he's trying to say, even if it's not real and it's just a dream.

A few weeks after his death, I had a similar vivid dream where he was very upset that I hadn't paid his life insurance. I had to explain to him in the dream that the reason I didn't pay it is because he was dead and he didn't need it anymore. Isn't that weird?

Then when my father died a long time ago in 1990, immediately after his death, I kept having a dream where I would see his hand reaching out to me and I would try to reach back and our hands were just missing each other. I would try and try to reach him and I would just miss him. It was very irritating. It's just odd how your brain processes all this stuff.

 

[Jean4]

Yes, I kind of know it's a dream as well when it's happening. It's sort of like a radio station that's not quite in tune, but I can recognize that it's my husband's voice. It's just very disconcerting to me and it always wakes me up. And I'm always upset when I wake up because I just want to hear what he's trying to say, even if it's not real and it's just a dream.

A few weeks after his death, I had a similar vivid dream where he was very upset that I hadn't paid his life insurance. I had to explain to him in the dream that the reason I didn't pay it is because he was dead and he didn't need it anymore. Isn't that weird?

Then when my father died a long time ago in 1990, immediately after his death, I kept having a dream where I would see his hand reaching out to me and I would try to reach back and our hands were just missing each other. I would try and try to reach him and I would just miss him. It was very irritating. It's just odd how your brain processes all this stuff.

How are you feeling today??

 

[BlueWidow]

How are you feeling today??

Very foggy. And you?

 

[Jean4]

Very foggy. And you?

Depressed with increased SI. Foggy too.

 

[BlueWidow]

Depressed with increased SI. Foggy too.

All that and you still haven't been sleeping on top of it.

 

[Jean4]

All that and you still haven't been sleeping on top of it.

Nope. I am hoping I bounce over to manic soon. These increased SI does not make me happy.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Evening @BlueWidow - hope yer feeling better. It's lights out for me. Time to pretend to sleep again.
Seriously, I would sacrifice a limb if I could reduce my trips to the loo to a reasonable level.
Anyway goodnight (or good day) all.

 

[CyanideSoup]

@L0ne1ygh0st

How long have you been on your meds?
Is there an emergency number you can call for your doctor?
Have you told the voices to go to Jean? You know they are scared of me! Those wimpy voices. Too scared to take me on. I'm still waiting for them!

Ive been on the meds since December. I tried to call the crisis team but apparently I'm not on their list anymore so they won't talk to me. I tried to send them to you but they just ignore me.

 

[Jean4]

Ive been on the meds since December. I tried to call the crisis team but apparently I'm not on their list anymore so they won't talk to me. I tried to send them to you but they just ignore me.

When did the doctor say he would see you, and how do we get you back with the crisis team?

 

[CyanideSoup]

When did the doctor say he would see you, and how do we get you back with the crisis team?

They still haven't given me a date for an appointment so I'm just waiting. Ill have to request it at the medication review when I get one.

 

[BlueWidow]

Evening @BlueWidow - hope yer feeling better. It's lights out for me. Time to pretend to sleep again.
Seriously, I would sacrifice a limb if I could reduce my trips to the loo to a reasonable level.
Anyway goodnight (or good day) all.

Good night.

 

[Jean4]

They still haven't given me a date for an appointment so I'm just waiting. Ill have to request it at the medication review when I get one.

Your job. Nag for an appointment. Say it's an emergency or whatever you have to do.

 

[Backwood_tilt]

hi everyone :)

Haven't been on SS much today but hope everyone is doing as best as you can be. I'll be on here a little more now that i'm feeling better.

 

[porfin1234]

ive completely lost the mind I never had
And just wanted to stop by and say... weeeee!

 

[Carina]

So much noise at my work... 5 conversations going on.... all in earshot ugh... it'd be better if I wasn't trying to semi focus on some things!

 

[BooGirl]

Ugh..must resist the urge to hit on the new guy..

hit on or hit?

 

[NonsenseTrash]

My therapy appointment went really well! I have been working with him almost a year now. He is great. He was able to help me sort of just release all these pent up emotions that build up like crazy. I feel a lot better now. I know it will all build up again, but at least right now, I can feel a sense of respite from it all.

 

[maybeimalreadydead]

I got two new journals today to write in. They're so pretty. Something about a brand new journal to write in makes me feel so great. For some reason I make it half way and always seem find a nicer newer one to write in. So many around my house now.

 

[Sensei]

Out ninja @Sensei checking in!

Back from a training session and feeling just fine! :) My brain is so full of endorphines that it's just as if I've drunk two glasses of champagne. If life could be like this all the time I'd give it 30 more years. The effect will taper off soon, but right now I'm all peace and love.

 

[Jean4]

Back from a training session and feeling just fine! :) My brain is so full of endorphines that it's just as if I've drunk two glasses of champagne. If life could be like this all the time I'd give it 30 more years. The effect will taper off soon, but right now I'm all peace and love.

I am glad you are feeling better!! That makes me happy!

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

hit on or hit?

Hit on, but he's a doughnut thief