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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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Time to rise and shine party people!
 
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BooGirl

BooGirl

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מוות לי!

God, I slept like shit last night. That's what I get for going to sleep late ig
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
מוות לי!

God, I slept like shit last night. That's what I get for going to sleep late ig

Sorry you slept so bad. Don't let it set the tone for the day though. Push through that shit!
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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@Raven Moon checking in after I went to sleep.
Took meds and choked down the apple cider vinegar
Shower and brush teeth
Clean cat dishes and box
Call and see if my nurse is coming tomorrow

I don't know what else.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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@Raven Moon checking in after I went to sleep.
Took meds and choked down the apple cider vinegar
Shower and brush teeth
Clean cat dishes and box
Call and see if my nurse is coming tomorrow

I don't know what else.

Goood morning Jean!
I'm rising, but I don't know if I'm going to be shining. :pfff:

You will shine! This day is still early.
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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God, I slept like shit last night. That's what I get for going to sleep late ig
I'm sorry to hear you didn't sleep well. Did you have bad dreams, restless sleep, or something like that? Or just not refreshed this morning?
I guess I slept okay, while I was sleeping that is. Looks like it was nearly 2 AM where I am when I went to sleep by my last post. It's now 7 AM, so I guess I got 5 hours of sleep. If I don't doze off at some point, I'm probably going to be extra tired all day. I don't do very well on only 5 hours of sleep, though I guess it's better than 4 hours of sleep. Problem is, I know I could get 20 hours of sleep and I'd still feel the same. So tired of being tired. Sigh.
:zzz:
@Raven Moon checking in after I went to sleep.
Took meds and choked down the apple cider vinegar
Shower and brush teeth
Clean cat dishes and box
Call and see if my nurse is coming tomorrow

I don't know what else.
Good morning @Jean4. I hope you slept well.
or at least as well as you can under the circumstances. I'm glad @Raven Moon checked in with you. I know she's having a hard time right now. You're a ball of fire, already getting things done. I'm not even awake yet.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Showered and brushed my teeth. Back in bed. Lazy day. Haven't even had coffee yet.
 
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BlueWidow

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We both need coffee, @Jean4.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Stan has been busy again today. I know why. I am totally off schedule and he wanted me to get back to it.

I just got my coffee
Called and the nurse is coming tomorrow and will be here 10 - 1.
Showered and brushed teeth
Now doing some real job work.

Still need to clean the cat dishes and box.
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
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Stan has been busy again today. I know why. I am totally off schedule and he wanted me to get back to it.

I just got my coffee
Called and the nurse is coming tomorrow and will be here 10 - 1.
Showered and brushed teeth
Now doing some real job work.

Still need to clean the cat dishes and box.
Also allowed me to get up and wash my face and get dressed and get my coffee.

Thanks Stan.
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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I'm up. Looks like a nuke didn't hit my house last night and vaporize me :pfff: ;-;
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Add water plants to list. I am scattered today... But not suicidal.

@Root are you around? Thinking about you.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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I gotta take my meds and then find something to eat and get back into coding
 
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Morphinekiss

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Jun 8, 2019
1,207
Walked the dog. Went to the farmers market for some vegetables and goat cheese.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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Drowning life once again in alcohol. Can I pour anyone a shot?
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
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Drowning life once again in alcohol. Can I pour anyone a shot?
Still trying to wake up. LOL! I'm drinking coffee, I suppose you could "Irish it up".
Is that considered politically incorrect now to say that? I mean no disrespect to the Irish.
According to DNA tests, my ancestry is 53% British & Irish.
 
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Root

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Sep 15, 2019
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Add water plants to list. I am scattered today... But not suicidal.

@Root are you around? Thinking about you.
Yeah here I am. Tomorrow a new meeting with doctor. I hope they'll let me go outside alone. But idk would I get scared again and couldn't do it. My new plan is to jump off 50m building near the hospital. I talked about hopelessness to my mother. I'm a fool because I always think that talking would improve things as I like to talk with people. But it didn't help. I guess she's just more worried now.

Sad to hear you're feeling bad. :( Hopefully your day would get better. Could you do anything to make you feel any better?
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Is it weird that I'm an adult and I drink my coffee out of what is essentially a giant sippy cup, i.e. travel mug? :pfff: :pfff:
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Yeah here I am. Tomorrow a new meeting with doctor. I hope they'll let me go outside alone. But idk would I get scared again and couldn't do it. My new plan is to jump off 50m building near the hospital. I talked about hopelessness to my mother. I'm a fool because I always think that talking would improve things as I like to talk with people. But it didn't help. I guess she's just more worried now.

Sad to hear you're feeling bad. :( Hopefully your day would get better. Could you do anything to make you feel any better?
I am proud of you trying to go outside alone. When you do, don't be afraid. Know we are all with you. Just put one foot in front of the other... and as you are doing it, take notes. Why? Because you HAVE to come back here and tell us ALL ABOUT IT! You will be so busy remembering everything to tell us, you will not be afraid ;)
Is it weird that I'm an adult and I drink my coffee out of what is essentially a giant sippy cup, i.e. travel mug? :pfff: :pfff:
Nope. Makes sense. You won't spill it all over you.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Just ate some hotdogs and French fries
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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I am awake... I think. side effect of going to bed at 330am lol

I'm hungry though... thinking of fixing lunch... and actually coffee. It's mentioned so much I want some!
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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Though I'm somewhat nauseous right now
 
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Morphinekiss

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Jun 8, 2019
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Is it weird that I'm an adult and I drink my coffee out of what is essentially a giant sippy cup, i.e. travel mug? :pfff: :pfff:
I only drink with cups from some kind of lid. Even my wine glass has a lid and straw :pfff::pfff: I'm just too clumsy
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Is it weird that I'm an adult and I drink my coffee out of what is essentially a giant sippy cup, i.e. travel mug? :pfff: :pfff:

My containers all have lids I have to unscrew otherwise I have a tendency of missing my mouth. Essential tremors sometimes acts up and I'll twitch/something and it can be bad, at least with a screw cap I can knock it over, and only open it when I have a hand on it, and only tip up once at my mouth otherwise I can dump things on me.

Nothing wrong with a giant sippy cup either!
 
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Root

Student
Sep 15, 2019
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I am proud of you trying to go outside alone. When you do, don't be afraid. Know we are all with you. Just put one foot in front of the other... and as you are doing it, take notes. Why? Because you HAVE to come back here and tell us ALL ABOUT IT! You will be so busy remembering everything to tell us, you will not be afraid ;)

Nope. Makes sense. You won't spill it all over you.
No I meant I'd get scared to die. Sorry I'm not very good in english. God I hate myself for always writing badly. Sorry.
 
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