
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
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מוות לי!
God, I slept like shit last night. That's what I get for going to sleep late ig
I'm rising, but I don't know if I'm going to be shining.Time to rise and shine party people!
@Raven Moon checking in after I went to sleep.
Took meds and choked down the apple cider vinegar
Shower and brush teeth
Clean cat dishes and box
Call and see if my nurse is coming tomorrow
I don't know what else.
I'm rising, but I don't know if I'm going to be shining.![]()
I'm sorry to hear you didn't sleep well. Did you have bad dreams, restless sleep, or something like that? Or just not refreshed this morning?מוות לי!
God, I slept like shit last night. That's what I get for going to sleep late ig
Good morning @Jean4. I hope you slept well.@Raven Moon checking in after I went to sleep.
Took meds and choked down the apple cider vinegar
Shower and brush teeth
Clean cat dishes and box
Call and see if my nurse is coming tomorrow
I don't know what else.
Try body lotion with sparkles?I'm rising, but I don't know if I'm going to be shining.![]()
Also allowed me to get up and wash my face and get dressed and get my coffee.Stan has been busy again today. I know why. I am totally off schedule and he wanted me to get back to it.
I just got my coffee
Called and the nurse is coming tomorrow and will be here 10 - 1.
Showered and brushed teeth
Now doing some real job work.
Still need to clean the cat dishes and box.
Good morning @Squiddy. Sorry you didn't get visited by that astroid yet.I'm up. Looks like a nuke didn't hit my house last night and vaporize me![]()
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One day maybe :)Good morning @Squiddy. Sorry you didn't get visited by that astroid yet.![]()
Still trying to wake up. LOL! I'm drinking coffee, I suppose you could "Irish it up".Drowning life once again in alcohol. Can I pour anyone a shot?
Yeah here I am. Tomorrow a new meeting with doctor. I hope they'll let me go outside alone. But idk would I get scared again and couldn't do it. My new plan is to jump off 50m building near the hospital. I talked about hopelessness to my mother. I'm a fool because I always think that talking would improve things as I like to talk with people. But it didn't help. I guess she's just more worried now.Add water plants to list. I am scattered today... But not suicidal.
@Root are you around? Thinking about you.
I am proud of you trying to go outside alone. When you do, don't be afraid. Know we are all with you. Just put one foot in front of the other... and as you are doing it, take notes. Why? Because you HAVE to come back here and tell us ALL ABOUT IT! You will be so busy remembering everything to tell us, you will not be afraid ;)Yeah here I am. Tomorrow a new meeting with doctor. I hope they'll let me go outside alone. But idk would I get scared again and couldn't do it. My new plan is to jump off 50m building near the hospital. I talked about hopelessness to my mother. I'm a fool because I always think that talking would improve things as I like to talk with people. But it didn't help. I guess she's just more worried now.
Sad to hear you're feeling bad. :( Hopefully your day would get better. Could you do anything to make you feel any better?
Nope. Makes sense. You won't spill it all over you.Is it weird that I'm an adult and I drink my coffee out of what is essentially a giant sippy cup, i.e. travel mug?![]()
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I only drink with cups from some kind of lid. Even my wine glass has a lid and strawIs it weird that I'm an adult and I drink my coffee out of what is essentially a giant sippy cup, i.e. travel mug?![]()
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Is it weird that I'm an adult and I drink my coffee out of what is essentially a giant sippy cup, i.e. travel mug?![]()
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No I meant I'd get scared to die. Sorry I'm not very good in english. God I hate myself for always writing badly. Sorry.I am proud of you trying to go outside alone. When you do, don't be afraid. Know we are all with you. Just put one foot in front of the other... and as you are doing it, take notes. Why? Because you HAVE to come back here and tell us ALL ABOUT IT! You will be so busy remembering everything to tell us, you will not be afraid ;)
Nope. Makes sense. You won't spill it all over you.