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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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I've tried to find myself online before too but I could never find anything. I mean I don't have Facebook or any of those social media accounts and that seems to be mostly what they go by.
Yeah, I mean I have social media, but even there I don't list current information lol.
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
889
Yeah, i have been slacking on the water intake but i am trying to catch up now. Thanks for the reminder!!
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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I mean granted even with everything I"d prefer more time, but still, 8 should be enough I"d think :)

It should be more then enough yes. Personally I'll be adding SA to my kit just in case time or other variables become a factor for me. There's no cure for SA but it must be handled much more delicately.
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Yeah, i have been slacking on the water intake but i am trying to catch up now. Thanks for the reminder!!
I started drinking fluids instantly after I stopped the few ounces of rum I drank just incase :)
Prevention is best :D
It should be more then enough yes. Personally I'll be adding SA to my kit just in case time or other variables become a factor for me. There's no cure for SA but it must be handled much more delicately.
Doesn't it cause a toxicity in the area though too? not just in you?
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
I started drinking fluids instantly after I stopped the few ounces of rum I drank just incase :)
Prevention is best :D

Doesn't it cause a toxicity in the area though too? not just in you?

It can if you vomit or an autopsy is performed. Which is why you should make some sort of warning sign. It's more of a last ditch if I'm rushed type of thing to have for me.
I'll probably get some 2M2B as well. I like having options.
 
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MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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Okay I really shouldn't be awake and I'm dying. I'm going to sleep now goodnight everyone. Hope you sleep at some point and don't stay up all night. Also crossing fingers for no hangover for Carina lol.
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
889
I'll probably get some 2M2B as well. I like having options.

Damn, i wish i had your resourcefulness. I am stuck on one method and if it fails i'm back to the drawing board that is SS.
 
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BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
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Goodnight and sleep well. :heart: :heart:
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Okay I really shouldn't be awake and I'm dying. I'm going to sleep now goodnight everyone. Hope you sleep at some point and don't stay up all night. Also crossing fingers for no hangover for Carina lol.
Sleep well :D

And nope, I won't have one :D
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
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Have a good night!!!
Actually, I was saying good night to @MysticPerception. I'm not going to bed yet. I don't want to spend hours staring at the ceiling. I guess I didn't make it clear who I was saying good night to in that post, did I?
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

Pixie
Jun 5, 2019
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Me, I'm just drinking fluids.... contemplating the intricacies of life and death. lol nah, just pondering death
So... doing good lol

Trying to rehydrate? Are you hungover? Lime helps. Pondering death? That can be pretty intricate itself. Glad you're doing well!
 
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BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
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That's good. I'm alright, just really tired. I'm on the way home finally.
I'm glad you're doing well, even though you're tired. Tired is good. Maybe it means you'll sleep. sleeping is always good.
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Trying to rehydrate? Are you hungover? Lime helps. Pondering death? That can be pretty intricate itself. Glad you're doing well!
I just had like maybe 2 shot equilvant of rum in coke :) so drinking fluids to make sure I don't get a headache :D

Still a tad intoxicated.

But yeah, kind of thinking what would happen upon death.... are people upset because say I would be gone, or because I left. Same difference, but different meaning.

Somehow I got a cramp in my left hand thumb lol
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
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I'm glad you're doing well, even though you're tired. Tired is good. Maybe it means you'll sleep. sleeping is always good.

I really hope I get to sleep, I only got 1.5 hours in the last 24, well over 24.

I just had like maybe 2 shot equilvant of rum in coke :) so drinking fluids to make sure I don't get a headache :D

Still a tad intoxicated.

But yeah, kind of thinking what would happen upon death.... are people upset because say I would be gone, or because I left. Same difference, but different meaning.

Somehow I got a cramp in my left hand thumb lol

Smart! I need to take a leaf out of your book, I never think ahead like that. That's a very good question. I know I find myself contemplating that often. Both of those hold such heavy meanings. Weird! Too much typing on the phone?
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
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People will be made that you left, for sure. And they'll probably be mad that you're gone.

It'll take a really open mind or a lot of time for people just to be upset that youre gone, but they will get there.
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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I really hope I get to sleep, I only got 1.5 hours in the last 24, well over 24.



Smart! I need to take a leaf out of your book, I never think ahead like that. That's a very good question. I know I find myself contemplating that often. Both of those hold such heavy meanings. Weird! Too much typing on the phone?
I hope you can sleep more soon!

Not sure, I'm mainly on a computer... it's so weird.
 
BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
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I just had like maybe 2 shot equilvant of rum in coke :) so drinking fluids to make sure I don't get a headache :D

Still a tad intoxicated.

But yeah, kind of thinking what would happen upon death.... are people upset because say I would be gone, or because I left. Same difference, but different meaning.

Somehow I got a cramp in my left hand thumb lol
Yes, I think I'm starting to feel the effects of spending all day on this site for several days in a row. Especially since I tend to spend my time in bed sitting in the same position for long periods of time. I've had my left elbow in the same position for so long that now it's getting sore and I'm getting arthritis in my hands. They're getting all stiff. LOL!
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

Pixie
Jun 5, 2019
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I hope you can sleep more soon!

Not sure, I'm mainly on a computer... it's so weird.

Me too dude. Knowing my luck I will have to wind down first.
That's super weird. Maybe you need more potassium.
 
Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Me too dude. Knowing my luck I will have to wind down first.
That's super weird. Maybe you need more potassium.
I have to be cautious with that though :(
one of my pills is potassium sparing... so if I eat things with potassium, I can have too much in my body, causing an overdose lol

hmm... it probably is my typing position with my elbow! Similar to what @BlueWidow said! I just felt it cramp up, moved my arm, and it felt a bit better...

Oh well. Worth it. Well, better than alternative of me being impulsive lol.
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
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I was thinking about the last few times that I went to the doctor and every time I went, he would ask me what it is that I did all day. I really didn't know what to say or how to explain what I do all day. For one thing, I'm so out of it that I honestly don't know what I'm doing. Or rather, the time just passes by and next thing I know it's the end of the day, and I don't really know what I've done except I've been on this site.
I couldn't very well say, " Well doc, I'm spending all my time on a pro-choice site for suicidal people". Though I really wish I could say that just so I could see the look on his face.
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
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I was thinking about the last few times that I went to the doctor and every time I went, he would ask me what it is that I did all day. I really didn't know what to say or how to explain what I do all day. For one thing, I'm so out of it that I honestly don't know what I'm doing. Or rather, the time just passes by and next thing I know it's the end of the day, and I don't really know what I've done except I've been on this site.
I couldn't very well say, " Well doc, I'm spending all my time on a pro-choice site for suicidal people". Though I really wish I could say that just so I could see the look on his face.
Uh.... yeah... pretty much well this.... I'm just glad no doctor has asked me what I do all day, at least on the weekends, weekdays I could say work at least.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

Pixie
Jun 5, 2019
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I have to be cautious with that though :(
one of my pills is potassium sparing... so if I eat things with potassium, I can have too much in my body, causing an overdose lol

hmm... it probably is my typing position with my elbow! Similar to what @BlueWidow said! I just felt it cramp up, moved my arm, and it felt a bit better...

Oh well. Worth it. Well, better than alternative of me being impulsive lol.

Oh man, better to be safe then. It's probably something like @BlueWidow said. I once laid on my hand briefly just right to cut the circulation off to half of my hand for two hours..it was such a weird sensation only being able to feel half of your hand. Lol.
I was thinking about the last few times that I went to the doctor and every time I went, he would ask me what it is that I did all day. I really didn't know what to say or how to explain what I do all day. For one thing, I'm so out of it that I honestly don't know what I'm doing. Or rather, the time just passes by and next thing I know it's the end of the day, and I don't really know what I've done except I've been on this site.
I couldn't very well say, " Well doc, I'm spending all my time on a pro-choice site for suicidal people". Though I really wish I could say that just so I could see the look on his face.

I feel you there, when asked what I do all day I usually don't know how to respond because I am probably on this site for the majority of the day, unless I'm at work. It'd be nice to see his reaction, for sure. I typically call this place a support forum for people with mental health issues and then just hope they don't keep asking questions.
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
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Uh.... yeah... pretty much well this.... I'm just glad no doctor has asked me what I do all day, at least on the weekends, weekdays I could say work at least.
I think I just made a bunch of stuff up because I didn't really know what to say, as I said above. For one thing, I don't really think it's any of his business what I do all day. What has that got to do with anything, especially since he doesn't believe that I have brain fog or any other low thyroid symptoms? That's really what I do all day. I spend all day fighting to stay awake and deal with all the symptoms of the low thyroid that he doesn't think I have.
 
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