Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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2:39 am. Woke up with massive SI. Going to try to go back to sleep and sleep it off..
 
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CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

Messenger of Silence
Jan 9, 2020
940
Sorry to be asking here again, but is the site still broken for anybody? I still can't see the input box, even through Tor or a different browser
 
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Finis Autem Spero

Finis Autem Spero

Dec 30, 2019
259
Yup. It seems random which threads I'm able to reply to. I can't even post on my profile or respond to messages :/
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
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Dear god. I went to sleep at 9 am yesterday morning and slept til 6:30 pm only to call out of work, go back to sleep and sleep til now (2:50am). Now I'm wide awake with a headache from sleeping too long and I feel like crap still, and am hungry but I feel too sick to get up. I have work in 6 hours. Ugh.
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

Visionary
Oct 6, 2019
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Finally! I've been trying to post on here for I don't know how long now and I haven't been able to because there was no dialog box. I don't know how other people were doing it. I just wanted someone to know that I hadn't ctb or anything yet. I didn't want anyone to worry about me, but I couldn't post anything to tell anybody. I hope they stop messing with the site now.
 
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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
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Admin have just posted they made changes they had to reverse?! Don't fix what ain't broken!!
Its the weekend n2gi51



On another note, there is a lady I knew in the business I was working in, She passed a few day's before xmas. Her husband spoke to me the other night, he claims he's only told me as he would know I would understand. Apparently she took her own life, he is afraid to tell anyone as he is worried a) he will be blamed b) the stigma of this side of things,
He is a little simple dear of him, but such a lovely dude, trying my best to offer advice, esp making sure he isn't blaming himself, which he is grateful for, from what I can gather is was a medication overdose, which i find interesting in a weird way, as medication I thought was hard to OD on? She had Anti D's (not sure which) and medication for Fibro.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Another day alive. Small victories...small victories...
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Finally! I've been trying to post on here for I don't know how long now and I haven't been able to because there was no dialog box. I don't know how other people were doing it. I just wanted someone to know that I hadn't ctb or anything yet. I didn't want anyone to worry about me, but I couldn't post anything to tell anybody. I hope they stop messing with the site now.
You were on our where is @BlueWidow list!!! Glad you are here!!
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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What's the point of sleeping if you are woken up by SI from hell? Lord knows what I was dreaming about?
Came here. Wrote it, and went back to sleep.

SI are lessened now, but I'm still tired. Thinking about going back to sleep, feeling better that I saw @BlueWidow and @Nemeshisu.The site going down and people not being able to get on will me!! We need our lifeline!!!!
 
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BlueWidow

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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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Everything appears to be working properly again on my end. Atleast for now, we should DDoS the suicide hotline in retaliation!
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

Pixie
Jun 5, 2019
972
We're having technical issues at work so we can't start yet.
Guys. I'm essentially getting paid to browse SS at this point, this is great!
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
We're having technical issues at work so we can't start yet.
Guys. I'm essentially getting paid to browse SS at this point, this is great!

Nothing like browsing these forums in the workspace when unassuming co workers are browsing Fakebook.
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
We're having technical issues at work so we can't start yet.
Guys. I'm essentially getting paid to browse SS at this point, this is great!
Your lucky day! Buy a lottery ticket!
 
CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

Messenger of Silence
Jan 9, 2020
940
By the way, what's @Jean4's Stay Team?
 
cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

Pixie
Jun 5, 2019
972
Your lucky day! Buy a lottery ticket!
Nothing like browsing these forums in the workspace when unassuming co workers are browsing Fakebook.

I know right? Everyone is either playing a game or on the Fakebook.

It's great! I would definitely win something if I did. I guess all the inventory files got corrupted so it's not my bosses lucky day, but I'm not complaining at all.
 
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BlueWidow

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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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By the way, what's @Jean4's Stay Team?
There are two choices. Go see @Stan, or stay here with me. ;)

My new job since Stan left us is being the head of the Stay with Jean team, as I have been dubbed the forum's mother or Queen.

Stan welcomes those he CTB. Since Stan and nobody here will permit me to CTB, I stay on the forum, and people are on my team.... to stay here with me. :wink:
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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After a horrible SI night, I may need to take it easy today
Take vinegar shot (I want to restart apple cider vinegar)
Coffee
Clean cat dishes and box
Shower (maybe) and brush teeth.
Where the hell have you been? @SinisterKid !!! He's back!!!!!
I was so worried about you @Azzy69 !!!! You are not to leave us for so long without telling us!!!! I get anxious as you can see by me paging you and your wall!!!
 
BlueWidow

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Azzy69

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After a horrible SI night, I may need to take it easy today
Take vinegar shot (I want to restart apple cider vinegar)
Coffee
Clean cat dishes and box
Shower (maybe) and brush teeth.

Where the hell have you been? @SinisterKid !!! He's back!!!!!
I was so worried about you @Azzy69 !!!! You are not to leave us for so long without telling us!!!! I get anxious as you can see by me paging you and your wall!!!
she omg lol
i was not able to access the site for so long and i just attempted tonight
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
It won't be long the way I eat it. Better get yours while you can.
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
she omg lol
i was not able to access the site for so long and i just attempted tonight
Do you see how I was paging you every day and attacked your wall... and I even whined today SinisterKid!!!! No leaving for so long guppy man!
 

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