Venting The noose isn't so bad

[Bootleg Astolfo]

I personally feel like crucifixion is better though, i mean, you get to take in some fresh air, enjoy the sun, and maybe if you're lucky some fellow crucified friend will sing a nice song about looking on the bright side of life !

 

[kingfool316]

I personally feel like crucifixion is better though, i mean, you get to take in some fresh air, enjoy the sun, and maybe if you're lucky some fellow crucified friend will sing a nice song about looking on the bright side of life !

Hahahaha!!! Oh god, monty python will never die

 

[User111885]

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there are online programs to become a vet tech, and then you could become a veterinarian. just mentioning it

 

[kingfool316]

Veterinary Technology Distance Learning Program

The Veterinary Technology Distance Learning program is a science-based veterinary technology program resulting in an associate degree in Applied Science.

vet.purdue.edu

Physical Therapy Assistant Degree, AAS

Become a veterinary technician with SJC's associate degree in veterinary technology. Enjoy great flexibility with our fully accredited online vet tech program.

www.sanjuancollege.edu

there are online programs to become a vet tech, and then you could become a veterinarian. just mentioning it

I appreciate it. I really do, but i just don't have any more will to move on

 

[PureEndless]

I'm hoping it's not so bad. I tried once a long time ago, and blacked out when I stepped off the chair but the cable snapped. I woke up on the floor, not sure how long I was out.

In recent times, I've played around with it. If you get the right position, you can start to faint.

But I haven't fully gone for it. I've said "whoa.....if I don't step back on the chair, it's over".

So I step back.

My hardest issue is SI. And wondering if I can really make life work....

And worrying, is the rope actually bad? So far, it seems not. Then I watched some videos.

How can we know what they're experiencing?

But then some say they experience nothing.

 

[kingfool316]

Hey guys! I am gonna go try again today. I had bought stronger rope this time. And i barely slept at all. And my anxiety and depression combined with exhaustion, i hope its enough to finally end my life

 

[kingfool316]

I may have to reschedule until maybe tomorrow or wednesday. my last failure really fucked me up. my throat still hurts and I think it also affected my internal organs.

 

[eggsausagerice]

I may have to reschedule until maybe tomorrow or wednesday. my last failure really fucked me up. my throat still hurts and I think it also affected my internal organs.

it's important to rest up!!! it's scary that it might've messed up your internal organs. do you know what hurts?

 

[kingfool316]

it's important to rest up!!! it's scary that it might've messed up your internal organs. do you know what hurts?

thanks for worrying. It maybe my kidneys since i always pee dark yellow even just drinking water and nothing else. also i want the insomnia so I can sleep through the hanging over lol.

 

[Wolf Girl]

thanks for worrying. It maybe my kidneys since i always pee dark yellow even just drinking water and nothing else. also i want the insomnia so I can sleep through the hanging over lol.

Do you think it would be a good idea to seek medical care, like at a walk in clinic? My concern is your next attempt failing and you having to live with lasting effects of whatever is going wrong rn.

 

[CrownRoyal]

Best of luck with everything, I hope it works out.

 

[kingfool316]

Do you think it would be a good idea to seek medical care, like at a walk in clinic? My concern is your next attempt failing and you having to live with lasting effects of whatever is going wrong rn.

Thanks for tge concern but i will succeed next time
UPDATE: hey guys, i said i would ctb this wednesday, but some things happened. I almost got caught with my suicide letters. I got so scared that i didn't dare visit here. Right now, i have a new plan. I am going to do it tomorrow very early. Around 5 am. I'll barely sleep at all since last time exhaustion actually helped me. And since i'll be dead, sleep will be all i'm doing anyway lol. I will go under the excuse of taking an early walk. Afterwards back to my spot and enjoy the last few hours i have. Then you know whats next. I'll update everything on that day. So for now goodbye guys

 

[kingfool316]

I couldn't do it. I don't know why. I was so ready last time, but today i just didn't feel the same. I might do it again on monday but i just don't know

 

[NoDeathNoFear]

I may have to reschedule until maybe tomorrow or wednesday. my last failure really fucked me up. my throat still hurts and I think it also affected my internal organs.

Hello @kingfool316,
How are you doing? Have you recovered from your attempt?
Wishing you the best