The most romantic way to die I can think of

[BioT3ch]

Four months ago, I already bought a noose.
My physiological fear stops me from doing this; I know how horrible asphyxiation feels,
so I plan to bring my silver M1911 model, my plush kitten, my phone, and a lot of opiates and other drugs.
I'll wear a suit, dress up as beautifully as possible, following the image of the Godfather in my mind, take a drag from a cigarette, take a last photo,
light a bonfire with my Zippo, make my last meal with tomatoes I grew myself,
smoke three cigarettes—definitely thin Zhonghua brand because they smell nice and have high nicotine content, giving me enough time to wrap up my life.
Then I'll wrap myself in a sleeping bag and drink a powdered drug. Of course, the most important thing is not to share information with friends, otherwise they might do annoying things.
It would be nice to be with someone else before I go.
I'll use anti-nausea medicine to minimize discomfort as much as possible. The most important thing is to die with dignity, to satisfy my morbid psychological needs.
Even if I feel really bad physically, I still don't want vomit everywhere.
Right now, I live just to stock up on enough medicine.

 

[Bombercrab]

wow that sounds really nice!
hella peaceful and ambient

 

[Special Week]

For me, the most romantic way to commit suicide would be with someone really special, someone who's more than just a friend, a partner or any of that rubbish, someone with whom is literally one and who is just as keen to take their own life as I am, and who, like me, has had a shitty life; to be together, holding each other, sharing one last kiss or embrace, and then throwing ourselves off the highest cliff possible, so that, even though we know there's nothing after life, at least we'll have the satisfaction of having known that important person in our lives

But then you realise the truth: that special someone is never going to turn up, and that you're just a lonely, boring idiot who'll never find anyone special in your life not even a best friend or a partner xd

 

[Jonah Byrde]

For me, the most romantic way to commit suicide would be with someone really special, someone who's more than just a friend, a partner or any of that rubbish, someone with whom is literally one and who is just as keen to take their own life as I am, and who, like me, has had a shitty life; to be together, holding each other, sharing one last kiss or embrace, and then throwing ourselves off the highest cliff possible, so that, even though we know there's nothing after life, at least we'll have the satisfaction of having known that important person in our lives

But then you realise the truth: that special someone is never going to turn up, and that you're just a lonely, boring idiot who'll never find anyone special in your life not even a best friend or a partner xd

So kinda like Romeo and Juliet?

 

[Special Week]

So kinda like Romeo and Juliet?

Yes, i guess

Although as I've already said, that's just a fantasy and it's never going to happen I'd be better off making myself a jerk off so I can stop imagining daft things like that XD

 

[Somewhat Suicidal]

Sounds definitely classy af, it would be way too much effort for me tho. But I like your attitude
My complete anhedonia and (possibly lack of self love) both prevent me from doing effort even close to this.

 

[Jonah Byrde]

Yes, i guess

Although as I've already said, that's just a fantasy and it's never going to happen I'd be better off making myself a jerk off so I can stop imagining daft things like that XD

There is a partners section on this forum where you can meet up and ctb together. I would find it way too risky too use personally but it's an option.

 

[Banshee_sioux]

A rather peculiar (and really elegant) way to end it, I must say. Sounds pretty comfy...
Kudos for all the effort :)

 

[Somewhat Suicidal]

There is a partners section on this forum where you can meet up and ctb together. I would find it way too risky too use personally but it's an option.

quite unlikely you will find a special someone there, much less a female one at that. I'm sure tons of men would be game, np

 

[Jonah Byrde]

quite unlikely you will find a special someone there, much less a female one at that. I'm sure tons of men would be game, np

im sure if you had Nembutal then you probably could

 

[Somewhat Suicidal]

im sure if you had Nembutal then you probably could

Touché.
Then again I might not wanna die with a special someone, at least not immediately and making a suicide contract regarding the N to be executed at time X in the future could prove problematic. Anyway, I digress...

In all seriousness tho, it still would feel pretty wrong to me to coerce a woman by offering her Nembutal. For various reasons that I hopefully don't need to explain and also I might as well see a prostitute then, which I don't want to because that really gives me nothing personally.

 

[Jonah Byrde]

In all seriousness tho, it still would feel pretty wrong to me to coerce a woman by offering her Nembutal. For various reasons that I hopefully don't need to explain and also I might as well see a prostitute then, which I don't want to because that really gives me nothing personally.

yeah it is pretty messed up

 

[literallynoone]

seems really nice