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farakini

farakini

True Love of the Purest Kind🤍
Oct 31, 2021
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Lately I've been wondering what ppl feel or think about when they're preparing to ctb….mixing their poison, setting up a noose, standing at the edge of a cliff or building, gun to head…whatever method they choose. I sometimes picture myself doing it and wonder if I'll be ready or I'll get scared and hold back. I feel so proud of ppl when they post their 'goodbye' thread and get excited because it gives me confidence to ctb, but I get a little sad because I'll be alone in my last moments.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,875
I think a big focus for some people has to be that they have done enough to be able to get peace- only 1 in every 23 attempts in the u.s. is successful. This number is so low due to a large number of attempts by cuttig and pills, both of which work less than 2% of the time. Partial also seems to have a very low success rate.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,547
Maybe they are just hoping to be free from this life. That is what I would hope for just before I leave this world, finally being gone does sound ideal and to me is the best thing possible. But those who are gone are really lucky, I will always envy them as they cannot suffer anymore.
 
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