The guilt of it(am I being selfish)

[dustin]

A year since my failed suicide attempt but nothing has improved and I'm ctb soon... houra from now
The guilt of causing my mum and siblings so much grief has stopped me for a while but it has to be done soonest.
I could disappear and stay alive but I don't have anywhere else to go to

 

[No More Tears]

Completely understandable. The guilt and grief you fear you'll leave behind, has stopped a lot of people from doing suicide. The feelings are normal.

I used to have said feelings, but after so long of dealing with my own pain and suffering, the feelings of others no longer affect me.