
PrincessInWhite
I just want to sell out my funeral
- Feb 21, 2019
- 641
Someone recommended this to me in my previous post asking for media recommendations about accepting death.
I'm on season 2 now and am really getting into it, it actually has brought me some comfort with the thoughts and possibilities it provokes.
feeling a little less anxious today (at least about my being trapped here) as I have most of what I need for my method all gathered, just have to order it all and sort out a few more details about it. But while the anxiety around feeling trapped here is less, the heaviness and grief are still the same.
still trying last ditch efforts but nothing is working and I'm having to accept reality and it's extremely complex.
sending love to all today, being here is tough.
I'm on season 2 now and am really getting into it, it actually has brought me some comfort with the thoughts and possibilities it provokes.
feeling a little less anxious today (at least about my being trapped here) as I have most of what I need for my method all gathered, just have to order it all and sort out a few more details about it. But while the anxiety around feeling trapped here is less, the heaviness and grief are still the same.
still trying last ditch efforts but nothing is working and I'm having to accept reality and it's extremely complex.
sending love to all today, being here is tough.
