jellie
Member
- May 9, 2023
- 96
my partner and I are a bit kinky and he recently choked me out just the the verge of losing consciousness.
my preferred method would be partial suspension so I wonder if it would feel similar because it is applying pressure in the same places? does anyone know if it will feel similar? I think that if it does it may give me some peace to know that my death will not feel so scary. I am not planning on CTB soon but it feels like an inevitability so I like to plan for it.
it has been a while since I posted or frequented this site but it feels good to be back and see that I am not alone in my feelings and fantasies of catching the bus.
my preferred method would be partial suspension so I wonder if it would feel similar because it is applying pressure in the same places? does anyone know if it will feel similar? I think that if it does it may give me some peace to know that my death will not feel so scary. I am not planning on CTB soon but it feels like an inevitability so I like to plan for it.
it has been a while since I posted or frequented this site but it feels good to be back and see that I am not alone in my feelings and fantasies of catching the bus.