the end.

[cherry2000]

since i was a child i have never felt part of this world, no matter how hard i try i can't find meaning in my life, i have no purpose or desire to live, im tired of depending on pills , now that im an adult and after many ups and downs im afraid that this emptiness will never end, its like running in circles with no way out, no hope, im afraid that my end will be ctb.

 

[telekon]

i've never felt part of this world either. i sort of just insert myself into it. i know i'm not welcome, and every relationship i have is in some way forced. they say relationships should be 50/50. If you're giving 60 and the other person gives 40 then it's not a good relationship. Mine are all 90/10.