The end

[jussrav]

So after alot of though going to ctb tonight. I know I post on here alot saying I will do this and that etc but I have decided tonight is the night. I am tired of suffering 24 7 with mental health. Been totally messed about by health professionals mental state terrible also long covid means I cant even eat anymore tge pains are terrible. I envy people with good health like how I used to have pre covid. For the past few weeks I have seriously been possessed by negativity and demonic things.its like I felt someone strangling my throat when I thought negative I couldn't eat everything I saw was negative and headaches etc and the pains in stomach was like I was witnessing the devil first hand. They say heaven and hell is in the mind and on this earth. So I will be glad to go. In the end of the day I am exhausted of my life and problems eg sleeping waking up hourly. I regret that I made wrong decisions that got me here. Anyway I cant wait for sn so I've decided will use lots of tramadol and alcohol. Hoping this works. Another second on this planet will kill me. Thanlyou all

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

It's heartbreaking how much suffering you've gone through, and I hate how much you've been let down by the so-called health services, and other people who were supposed to be there for you. Yet people have been so selfish and done nothing to help.
I know you've been going through hell for a long time now , and it's no wonder you've arrived at this point.
I don't know much about tramadol and alcohol method.
Yet, I hope you find the peace you deserve in whatever you decide.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry you have to suffer so much and you're so desperate. I wish there were peaceful methods available for everyone. I send you a big *virtual HUG* It's so inhumane how much you have to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find freedom from this torturous existence, best of luck with your plans.

 

[LoopLooper]

I don't know if you'll read this, but just know that I will think about this post from time to time, so the memory of you never quite vanishes; I hope you found the peace you are looking for, and may I join you someday soon.

 

[winterparty]

Have you heard of the inert gas method? https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/exit-bag-and-inert-gas-megathread.8393/page-133

It's safer and maybe less painful if done correctly.

 

[antilife]

I sincerely hope you make it. Good luck

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes for a successfull end to the pain and distress, sleep easy and undisturbed, weary traveller.

 

[Dandy88]

I hope you sleep well. My thoughts for you.. :'/