Story The current me is the product of a failed suicide attempt

[Toothless Bunny]

I'm writing this in class with all of my friends laughing at the codes that didn't work, i have no idea what is going on.... After my failed attempt two years ago maybe? Idk if it was last year? I lost track of time and the topic of ctb never left my mind, i made tons of friends after that, some stayed others left either peacefully or took something from me with them, after the failed attempt i woke up and acted like nothing has happened, no one knew about it and i tried to forget, forced my self to put a new face and hide my insecurities. But, i was never happy i know that for sure, idc about the exams that will determine my future cause i will end it soon, i will remain young forever

 

[mortuarymary]

Are you currently taking any meds to help?

 

[Toothless Bunny]

Are you currently taking any meds to help?

Nope, i don't wanna go back to the psychiatrist cause I will be admitted to a mental facility this time

 

[mortuarymary]

You have 3 options.
1. seek help, get meds.
2. carry on as you are
3. CTB

I know you don't want to go into hospital but I think it's your first choice. Give it a try. I'm here if you need to chat. Don't do this alone.

 

[Toothless Bunny]

You have 3 options.
1. seek help, get meds.
2. carry on as you are
3. CTB

I know you don't want to go into hospital but I think it's your first choice. Give it a try. I'm here if you need to chat. Don't do this alone.

I wanna seek help but my family may take over all of my assets and inheritance i need to do it secretly which is impossible atm

 

[mortuarymary]

I wanna seek help but my family may take over all of my assets and inheritance i need to do it secretly which is impossible atm

Is there anyone else you can trust to look after these. I do this for a friend. Her family are greedy.