The courage to jump out the window

[mariposanocturna]

All I want is the courage to jump out the window

 

[A Dream of a Dream]

i'm sorry for the pain you must be feeling and i wish there were peaceful ways to exit available to us.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting to be gone, I personally really wish it's not so difficult to be permanently free from all the suffering. But anyway best wishes.