struggles_inc
life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
- Jun 24, 2023
- 437
Recently I have completed my most successful deal ever.
Gave money to my mother for her meds. To my boyfriend for his dentist. Paid bonuses to my employees.
Now I'm just sitting there with the money. I thought I would at least be proud I did it, but nothing happened. I don't want to spend it, don't want to reinvest, nothing.
Just bought myself a new pack of cigarettes, smoked it in one day.
I don't want tomorrow to happen. I'm not suicidal but I feel sick.
Chasing my dreams, huh.
Gave money to my mother for her meds. To my boyfriend for his dentist. Paid bonuses to my employees.
Now I'm just sitting there with the money. I thought I would at least be proud I did it, but nothing happened. I don't want to spend it, don't want to reinvest, nothing.
Just bought myself a new pack of cigarettes, smoked it in one day.
I don't want tomorrow to happen. I'm not suicidal but I feel sick.
Chasing my dreams, huh.
