Venting the calculator will make the same mistakes

[greenblood]

My head has been a mess since I realized that all my life I have been useless, when I was younger I was never very smart, I never was, I am in university exams and the results are always low no matter how much I study.

It makes me sad that my friends have to see me as a mess, I don't want them to feel guilty about this

All my life I have been useless and I have not managed to stand out in anything

There are still some in my situation but, some manage to leave it but others are moving away from this problem little by little while I remain stuck here

I still have hope of getting better, it shouldn't be as bad as it seems, right? I hope so.

 

[atdusk]

There are some kinds of teachers that don't see anything in students beyond grades. But I have known students with low grades that stand out because of their kindness or even because they awake feelings of compassion and tenderness in others. Also, there's merit in someone that goes forward despite not having the best conditions. Not everybody sees this kind of things, but some do.

Only reason I can think to care about grades is to have a better paid job. So is sometimes better to change to another kind of studies if you have a sense that you are better fitted for them.

But despite that those numbers don't mean anything about the person. I've had students with very high grades that are awful persons and students with low grades I would like to marry my daughter (if I had one).