RedPanda
One day we shall be free from this mortal coil.
- Jul 16, 2019
- 237
Ok, so i was going to take SN at the end of the year. This morning i refresh a link to a certain seller on a certain website and their store seems to be gone. I don't know any other sellers. This person was legimiate with 99.9% purity for SN. Are they starting to clamp down on SN because of misuse? Is word spreading quickly?
What's happening? Jumping was going to be my method until i discovered SN and it gave me peace but i want to hold off from buying it until closer to the end of the year. It looks like it's going to be just as hard to obtain as N at this rate, i'm worried.
Yes, I can still jump i have 2 places in mind (Beachy Head or The Royal Gorge in Colorado) BUT if i can, i would rather go peacefully. Jumping is free BUT fuck, jumping is so scary as well.
I'm just worried that SN won't be as easily accessible and obtainable soon. Maybe i'm just paranoid.
SN or jumping are my only options. Society wants us to suffer and endure some of the most gruesome deaths. Do you really think i want to become a mangled peace of flesh after a successful jump? No...but it's my only option right now. I have to escape reality by the end of the year and SN gave me a sense of peace but now it has been stripped away from me.
This is why society needs to legalize euthanasia for humans regardless of whether you suffer from mental or terminal illnesses. IT SHOULD BE A FUCKING HUMAN RIGHT!
What's happening? Jumping was going to be my method until i discovered SN and it gave me peace but i want to hold off from buying it until closer to the end of the year. It looks like it's going to be just as hard to obtain as N at this rate, i'm worried.
Yes, I can still jump i have 2 places in mind (Beachy Head or The Royal Gorge in Colorado) BUT if i can, i would rather go peacefully. Jumping is free BUT fuck, jumping is so scary as well.
I'm just worried that SN won't be as easily accessible and obtainable soon. Maybe i'm just paranoid.
SN or jumping are my only options. Society wants us to suffer and endure some of the most gruesome deaths. Do you really think i want to become a mangled peace of flesh after a successful jump? No...but it's my only option right now. I have to escape reality by the end of the year and SN gave me a sense of peace but now it has been stripped away from me.
This is why society needs to legalize euthanasia for humans regardless of whether you suffer from mental or terminal illnesses. IT SHOULD BE A FUCKING HUMAN RIGHT!
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