Story thank you everyone

[Identity]

I became a member of the pro-choice community on Reddit back in 2016, when I was 16. After 2 pro-choice communities getting banned on Reddit I luckily found this website.
Thankfully, so many people here are very empathetic, even when nobody else in the real world is.

I went through many journeys in my history of suicide plans: ended up in a mental institution for 50 days at 16, managed to order fentanyl at 19 but was miraculously saved last second.. Went on to go to college regardless but ended up being even far more depressed than before and well.. now here I am. I planned to go on the 20th of June but wanted to wait out a bit longer to get my hands on the correct antiemetics. I don't think there's any way I survive this attempt as I have every single thing I need.

At 19:00UTC my story will end. I'm not going to miss this cruel world. I'm gonna miss my cats for sure, but my dad will take care of them. I'm going to miss u guys too, I wish u all the best of luck in either recovering from a depression that you can recover from or a peaceful death from a depression that has already completely taken over your soul.

 

[motel rooms]

I hope everything goes as planned

 

[UKscotty]

Good luck and I hope you get to escape this shitty existence. I wish I had the guts to follow you.

 

[FuneralCry]

If this is your choice, then I wish you peace. This life really is cruel, I agree.

 

[Identity]

gonna take the SN in 20 minutes from now. Followed all steps so far perfectly. Only thing left is to drink the SN.

gonna take the SN in 20 minutes from now. Followed all steps so far perfectly. Only thing left is to drink the SN.

Not really excited for the vomiting part not gonna lie… but I took 3 metoclampide (AE) so hopefully I don't vomit too much.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

A little candle will burn for you tonight. I hope it will guide your soul to love and peace

 

[insurancepolicy]

How do you feel? Hope it is peaceful.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I wish you peace on your journey

 

[9BBN]

I wish you peace and freedom from suffering.

 

[SuicideRun]

What beautiful words you used. Good Luck.

 

[Dead Meat]

May you have a comfortable and pleasant journey, and may you find everlasting peace and tranquility.

 

[hʚll]

i'm so sorry that you had to exist in this horrible world. ): i wish you so much peace

 

[aminend]

I Wish we had u more here

 

[Midgardsorm]

Rest in peace, friend. Your light will never dim.

 

[Suicide]

Goodbye, friend.

 

[eternalflame]

Thank you everyone for all. I pant to ctb before weekend so i don't knowif i wil log on. You are a great community, i hope you stay on for long. Wishing you all the best. Thank you for actually helping instead for prolifers prayers. I didn't want to start new thread so i'll use this one. It's been a long monh on a site, long years lurking before registering and way too long life. Thanks to admins for great job and letting me join, i hope it is goodby unless survival instinct and fear stop me. Thank you.

 

[👁️👃👁️]

Rip

 

[theboy]

RIP

 

[👁️👃👁️]

gonna take the SN in 20 minutes from now. Followed all steps so far perfectly. Only thing left is to drink the SN.

Not really excited for the vomiting part not gonna lie… but I took 3 metoclampide (AE) so hopefully I don't vomit too much.

Rip<3

 

[freight_train]

I hope OP is in a better place now

 

[whitefeather]

Do you have N ?