Taran

Taran

Am I alive?
Mar 11, 2020
121
My life has been a rollercoaster ride but my seat has always been facing downside...there's no stop for the ride..I have depersonalization and bypolar disorders..and I'm hoping my ctb is an end to this ride....I'm so socially anxious that I even though not to write this as I thought what will you guys think and stuff...but no ..I should thank all the people here and even the creators of this website...can't describe in words how it helped me....I feel I'm lucky to find this site during this phase of my life.
People talked with me , became friends with few, actually at first when I joined I became a bit anxious when people suddenly started talking so good to me ..people here are so good . I'm going for ctb tommorow by sn and I hope my si doesn't kick in...and once again thank you all.
 
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DoNotLet2

DoNotLet2

Wizard
Oct 14, 2019
684
Oh no, bye... It's always surprising when you chat with someone and then that person ctbes... Hopefully it will be better for you on the other side. :( Sorry that you don't have a better option... :(
 
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Blutsager

Experienced
Mar 11, 2020
220
Hello friend.

I am not sorry for hearing it has come to this, but glad you were able to find this place and receive a positive welcome, and the guidance you were looking for.

I think at this point asking you to review your decision may be irrelevant. Instead, I am merely gonna ask you to review your method. Make sure this is the path you wanna go with, and that you understand it on detail. Once you are certain, lemme remind you the importance of fasting, preferably from now.

With all that said, wish you best of luck my friend. As for the end, I wish you nothing, for I know you will find peace.
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
Wish you a good luck on your final journey!
And you are right, first I could not believe too that somewhere outside of real world people can be caring and kind :hug:
 
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LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
I'm so sorry to see you leave. I wish you peace and love whatever happens. :heart: :hug:
 
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Oyoy

Oyoy

Spatula
Feb 2, 2020
741
Your energy is so kind. I will miss you. I am sending you love. Thanks for your kindness.
 
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x-Ace-x

x-Ace-x

Experienced
Aug 20, 2019
295
Sad that you decided to leave but at the same time everything will be over and you no longer have to suffer. Wishing you peace :) And if you don't mind asking, will you keep as updated after you take SN?
 
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Taran

Taran

Am I alive?
Mar 11, 2020
121
Hello friend.

I am not sorry for hearing it has come to this, but glad you were able to find this place and receive a positive welcome, and the guidance you were looking for.

I think at this point asking you to review your decision may be irrelevant. Instead, I am merely gonna ask you to review your method. Make sure this is the path you wanna go with, and that you understand it on detail. Once you are certain, lemme remind you the importance of fasting, preferably from now.

With all that said, wish you best of luck my friend. As for the end, I wish you nothing, for I know you will find peace.
I'm going for the 48 hrs regimen... following Stan's guide and thank you.
Sad that you decided to leave but at the same time everything will be over and you no longer have to suffer. Wishing you peace :) And if you don't mind asking, will you keep as updated after you take SN?
Sure I'll keep updating till whenever possible and thanks.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,004
I'll put on a little candle for you to, I hope it guides you to love and warmth :hug:
 
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Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
1,129
have a peaceful journey my friend.
 
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Blutsager

Experienced
Mar 11, 2020
220
I'm going for the 48 hrs regimen... following Stan's guide and thank you.

Sure I'll keep updating till whenever possible and thanks.

Fair enough! I am glad to hear you are going for a proper fasting.

Lemme know if you wanna talk. it would be a pleasure to accompany you on this moments. I imagine you must feel quite a relief! finding an end to this connundrum that is life and deciding to back down from it.
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
If you decide to proceed, then I wish you a safe journey to somewhere better.... :heart:
 
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PoisonedJuliet

PoisonedJuliet

You saucy boy!
Feb 12, 2020
1,191
I'm going to miss you but I hope that you find peace. I'll support you in whatever decision you make. Good luck and I hope your journey is as quick and painless as possible. Lots of love <3
 
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Darkhaven

Darkhaven

All i have left is memories
May 19, 2019
979
Oh, my friend...
I really wish you didn't have to go, but i know that you are suffering a lot and that you seek a relief from this world.
I feel priviliged for having talked with you, even if just for a tiny bit.
You are a wonderful person and it pains me to see people like you going to soon.
Nonetheless, i have to wish you good luck and that everything goes according to your plans and that your transition is a fast and painless one.
Farewell friend! It was a pleasure to know you.
 
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lovelypirategirl

lovelypirategirl

I'm not ok, I'm just good at pretending I am
Mar 22, 2020
38
Dear Taran,

I can only wish you luck in your travel. I'm glad to hear that this site gave you some relief during difficult times in your life. If you need to talk to somebody before doing it, please let me know... I'll be definitely more than happy to hear you.
 
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disabledandhopeless

disabledandhopeless

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2020
1,893
Good luck to you I hope it's peaceful for you. ā¤ļø
 
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oneofthoseyoudontwan

oneofthoseyoudontwan

Life has no meaning if you can't feel love
Mar 7, 2020
73
Wish you a safe journey, hope you can find peace
 
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Taran

Taran

Am I alive?
Mar 11, 2020
121
Oh, my friend...
I really wish you didn't have to go, but i know that you are suffering a lot and that you seek a relief from this world.
I feel priviliged for having talked with you, even if just for a tiny bit.
You are a wonderful person and it pains me to see people like you going to soon.
Nonetheless, i have to wish you good luck and that everything goes according to your plans and that your transition is a fast and painless one.
Farewell friend! It was a pleasure to know you.
Thanks and it was great talking to you...hugs
 
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Busdriver

Busdriver

Mage
Feb 11, 2020
513
Bhai,

You leaving so soon? That makes me sad..
It was good to talk to you. I felt a connection. I hope you could stay a bit longer.. but life sucks too hard. Every second is suffering, so I understand your decision.

I wish you a peaceful transition and I am going to miss you. :heart:
 
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William Barker

William Barker

Experienced
Mar 25, 2020
216
I'm still here if you wish to talk some more, friend.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,965
Wishing you a safe & peacefull journey. :hug::heart::heart::hug:
 
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Rinzing

Meep Meep~
Apr 4, 2020
15
Wishing you peace and comfort on your decision, good luck to you :hug:
 
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reapandsow918

reapandsow918

Let the waves take me
Nov 6, 2019
191
Hope you pass peacefully :heart:
 
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TheTraveller

Member
Mar 23, 2020
43
safe travels, I wish things were different for you.
 
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whereispeace

whereispeace

Member
Mar 18, 2020
95
Good luck. I wish you eternal peace. I kind of wish I was joining you, but I'm not quite ready yet...
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
You will be missed. I wish you peace
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,322
Hi. I haven't read many post from you but it's always sad when one decides to ctb. I can't wish but the best in whatever you choose. Remember take your time and think carefully. There's no coming back if you succeed. Hugs!
 
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departing

departing

Enlightened
Jul 5, 2019
1,502
I'm sorry that life has brought you to this point and I hope you find the peace that you're seeking.
 
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Hopeindeath!

Elementalist
Dec 7, 2019
800
I wish you peace.:hug:
 
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