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Romeo1984

Romeo must die
Oct 6, 2021
58
Nobody dies and looks beautiful.
Nature will take its course, regardless of the method of your death.
This week, a friend died of cardiac arrest.
At the funeral, he didn't look like the same person. His skin looked darker.
I wouldn't worry about that, as funeral services have people trained to do good makeup.
 
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Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
826
I'm afraid that I'm going to feel really sick. I was walking myself through the steps I am going to take with the SN, and I started to feel nauseous as I heard my Aunt's voice say, "It's going to make you very sick". Then I started hearing my whole family say, "Look what you're doing, you're mixing poison". And they continued to tell me that I was just going to feel sick and that's all it will do. I'm having a lot of anxiousness as it gets close to when I was planning. I'm worried these voices are right.
 
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london3

Banned Scammer
May 5, 2022
584
Nobody dies and looks beautiful.
Nature will take its course, regardless of the method of your death.
This week, a friend died of cardiac arrest.
At the funeral, he didn't look like the same person. His skin looked darker.
I wouldn't worry about that, as funeral services have people trained to do good makeup.
Yes, people worry too much if when they die if they will have a beautiful corpse.
I'm afraid that I'm going to feel really sick. I was walking myself through the steps I am going to take with the SN, and I started to feel nauseous as I heard my Aunt's voice say, "It's going to make you very sick". Then I started hearing my whole family say, "Look what you're doing, you're mixing poison". And they continued to tell me that I was just going to feel sick and that's all it will do. I'm having a lot of anxiousness as it gets close to when I was planning. I'm worried these voices are right.
Put on some music and blast it into your ears. You will be too distracted to have any thoughts of family. Once you distract yourself long enough to black out none of these intrusive thoughts will matter.
 
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Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
I want to look like Chris Hemsworth after taking SN :hihi:
 
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london3

Banned Scammer
May 5, 2022
584
RIP to all future Smurfs!




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lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
We all gonna look like shit after we die. Some worse than other depending on the death.

I'd be more freaked out about being buried under with bugs devouring my corpse day by day. Ugh I hate bugs.
 
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london3

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May 5, 2022
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We all gonna look like shit after we die. Some worse than other depending on the death.

I'd be more freaked out about being buried under with bugs devouring my corpse day by day. Ugh I hate bugs.
People need to try and stay relaxed if possible if they want to succeed.
 
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liberty_222

psychotic
Nov 28, 2021
361
There was a girl who posted here a few months back saying she had taken SN. She didn't wven know if she wanted to die in that moment and had just taken it off the cuff. I don't know if she was attempting to test it or was just semi attempting, unaware off how committed she was. It was pretty clear she wasn't in her best mind and she came across kind of numb and nonchalant. Some where a bit cruel to her in that thrrad. She posted some pics of herself over the short period of time she posted for. Her lips were already blue. She described feeling pressure in her head I think. She kind of typed semi legible sentences and then never posted after that. I wish I could remember the username she used or the title of the thread. Does anyone else remember this? Any chance you remember the username or thread title?

The fact is you will be blue. That's a commonly known unfortunate effect of SN. There's no way of knowing as to what degree it will effect any one person. It seems people found are always described as having a blue hue though. Not trying to scare anyone before anyone bashes me lol. It just is what it is.
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LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
There was a girl who posted here a few months back saying she had taken SN. She didn't wven know if she wanted to die in that moment and had just taken it off the cuff. I don't know if she was attempting to test it or was just semi attempting, unaware off how committed she was. It was pretty clear she wasn't in her best mind and she came across kind of numb and nonchalant. Some where a bit cruel to her in that thrrad. She posted some pics of herself over the short period of time she posted for. Her lips were already blue. She described feeling pressure in her head I think. She kind of typed semi legible sentences and then never posted after that. I wish I could remember the username she used or the title of the thread. Does anyone else remember this? Any chance you remember the username or thread title?

The fact is you will be blue. That's a commonly known unfortunate effect of SN. There's no way of knowing as to what degree it will effect any one person. It seems people found are always described as having a blue hue though. Not trying to scare anyone before anyone bashes me lol. It just is what it is.
Do you know how old she was?

I think there are a select amount of people that end up on this site who have not yet emerged from the cry for help/cry for attention phase and think methods like SN are some sort of scratch on the wrist.
It's bewildering to think they could come to that conclusion, especially since they can't just open their cabinets on a whim and toss down some random SN that's right next to the table salt, but I think the priority of "look at me" tends to override being sensible in some scenarios.

I don't think it's a good idea to be posting pictures in the public forum anyhow, not identifying ones.
I hate to say it but are you sure it was genuine and not a farce?
I've seen a couple threads previously where the fact of it being a real attempt or a genuinely suicidal person is pretty suspect.

If it was real, I think with that case and similar ones, the community here should not be afraid to tell them to contact help so they can get medical assistance.
We should be supportive, but also vigilant.
It's not our job and it's not this site's responsibility but it would probably be beneficial to all parties involved, even if the person became more sure about ending their life later on.
Suicide is a serious matter, being "nonchalant" is a major red flag.
(This coming from someone who sincerely wishes they had killed themselves as a minor to avoid further torment.)
We all gonna look like shit after we die. Some worse than other depending on the death.

I'd be more freaked out about being buried under with bugs devouring my corpse day by day. Ugh I hate bugs.
And some of us don't need death to make us look like shit..unfortunately lol.
Nobody dies and looks beautiful.
Nature will take its course, regardless of the method of your death.
This week, a friend died of cardiac arrest.
At the funeral, he didn't look like the same person. His skin looked darker.
I wouldn't worry about that, as funeral services have people trained to do good makeup.
I don't know why anyone would want an open casket wake/funeral regardless of their vanity or lack thereof.
I'm requesting that I go straight to cremation.
No services of any kind.
 
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london3

Banned Scammer
May 5, 2022
584
Do you know how old she was?

I think there are a select amount of people that end up on this site who have not yet emerged from the cry for help/cry for attention phase and think methods like SN are some sort of scratch on the wrist.
It's bewildering to think they could come to that conclusion, especially since they can't just open their cabinets on a whim and toss down some random SN that's right next to the table salt, but I think the priority of "look at me" tends to override being sensible in some scenarios.

I don't think it's a good idea to be posting pictures in the public forum anyhow, not identifying ones.
I hate to say it but are you sure it was genuine and not a farce?
I've seen a couple threads previously where the fact of it being a real attempt or a genuinely suicidal person is pretty suspect.

If it was real, I think with that case and similar ones, the community here should not be afraid to tell them to contact help so they can get medical assistance.
We should be supportive, but also vigilant.
It's not our job and it's not this site's responsibility but it would probably be beneficial to all parties involved, even if the person became more sure about ending their life later on.
Suicide is a serious matter, being "nonchalant" is a major red flag.
(This coming from someone who sincerely wishes they had killed themselves as a minor to avoid further torment.)

And some of us don't need death to make us look like shit..unfortunately lol.

I don't know why anyone would want an open casket wake/funeral regardless of their vanity or lack thereof.
I'm requesting that I go straight to cremation.
No services of any kind.
Yeah seems to be a lot of vulnerable people here that can be impulsive that genuinely need support
 
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Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
2,734
Do you know how old she was?

I think there are a select amount of people that end up on this site who have not yet emerged from the cry for help/cry for attention phase and think methods like SN are some sort of scratch on the wrist.
It's bewildering to think they could come to that conclusion, especially since they can't just open their cabinets on a whim and toss down some random SN that's right next to the table salt, but I think the priority of "look at me" tends to override being sensible in some scenarios.

I don't think it's a good idea to be posting pictures in the public forum anyhow, not identifying ones.
I hate to say it but are you sure it was genuine and not a farce?
I've seen a couple threads previously where the fact of it being a real attempt or a genuinely suicidal person is pretty suspect.

If it was real, I think with that case and similar ones, the community here should not be afraid to tell them to contact help so they can get medical assistance.
We should be supportive, but also vigilant.
It's not our job and it's not this site's responsibility but it would probably be beneficial to all parties involved, even if the person became more sure about ending their life later on.
Suicide is a serious matter, being "nonchalant" is a major red flag.
(This coming from someone who sincerely wishes they had killed themselves as a minor to avoid further torment.)
I posted links to the thread and the member in question following that post. You'll actually find most if not of of your points are covered in the thread links. IIRC I posted to suggest medical attention is needed. They ended up getting it one way or another.
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
I'm terrified too because I don't see any bipolar specific cases that took SN and when diagnosed bipolar you usually take Depakote or lithium carbonate which stays in your bloodstream and might mess the SN process up
I don't think so.. Sodium Nitrite WILL kill you with or without medication.
Yeah a lot of impulsive people on here looking for attention.
Who are you to judge and say that they were looking for attention and why does it matter to begin with? Of course there's going to be people looking for attention look at where we're at. Would you sit there and call someone an attention seeker while they're drinking sodium nitrite and their lips are turning blue?
 
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Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
2,734
I don't think so.. Sodium Nitrite WILL kill you with or without medication.
Yeah, there's only one known antidote and its not something that's prescribed.
 
Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
Do you know how old she was?

I think there are a select amount of people that end up on this site who have not yet emerged from the cry for help/cry for attention phase and think methods like SN are some sort of scratch on the wrist.
It's bewildering to think they could come to that conclusion, especially since they can't just open their cabinets on a whim and toss down some random SN that's right next to the table salt, but I think the priority of "look at me" tends to override being sensible in some scenarios.

I don't think it's a good idea to be posting pictures in the public forum anyhow, not identifying ones.
I hate to say it but are you sure it was genuine and not a farce?
I've seen a couple threads previously where the fact of it being a real attempt or a genuinely suicidal person is pretty suspect.

If it was real, I think with that case and similar ones, the community here should not be afraid to tell them to contact help so they can get medical assistance.
We should be supportive, but also vigilant.
It's not our job and it's not this site's responsibility but it would probably be beneficial to all parties involved, even if the person became more sure about ending their life later on.
Suicide is a serious matter, being "nonchalant" is a major red flag.
(This coming from someone who sincerely wishes they had killed themselves as a minor to avoid further torment.)

And some of us don't need death to make us look like shit..unfortunately lol.

I don't know why anyone would want an open casket wake/funeral regardless of their vanity or lack thereof.
I'm requesting that I go straight to cremation.
No services of any kind.
Like I see where you're coming from but why does it matter? And who are we to judge anyone? And who are we to sit there and tell someone that their attention seeking as they could possibly be dying? I thought that they were attention seeking as well but I'm not going to sit there and call them out in the middle of what could be their last moments. I don't even know why we're talking about the girl or even bringing it up or what the point of it is whatsoever. What are we getting out of this?. If you go on her profile she has a story explaining what happened. Seems pretty legit to me. Either way I really don't see why it matters or why this is being brought up. @london3 that's been her profile picture the entire time.
 
london3

london3

Banned Scammer
May 5, 2022
584
Like I see where you're coming from but why does it matter? And who are we to judge anyone? And who are we to sit there and tell someone that their attention seeking as they could possibly be dying? I thought that they were attention seeking as well but I'm not going to sit there and call them out in the middle of what could be their last moments. I don't even know why we're talking about the girl or even bringing it up or what the point of it is whatsoever. What are we getting out of this?. If you go on her profile she has a story explaining what happened. Seems pretty legit to me. Either way I really don't see why it matters or why this is being brought up. @london3 that's been her profile picture the entire time.
@Shu

I have never mentioned her profile picture. Just the messages she put up as her profile update on the situation and what actually happened that day
 
Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
You know her? Her story was very shocking. But she seems OK now according to her profile update

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/995.26068/
She does seem okay she could have been attention seeking and it could have been a hole made up story but either way I don't see why it matters I would never tell someone their attention is seeking as they could possibly be dying
 
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london3

Banned Scammer
May 5, 2022
584
She does seem okay she could have been attention seeking and it could have been a hole made up story but either way I don't see why it matters I would never tell someone their attention is seeking as they could possibly be dying

I was mentioning her messages on multiple notes on 18 April.
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see above
 
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london3

Banned Scammer
May 5, 2022
584
It literally just said "profile picture" a few minutes ago and you edited it. Lol
not true i said, according to her profile update

not profile picture or avatar
 
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keitaro

uwu
Jul 10, 2022
511
it's perfectly natural for people to do something attention-seeking, especially when they need help. i've done it before. and i think it's only helpful to call out attention-seeking behavior. it helps the person realize whether or not they actually want to ctb, and maybe stop doing stuff that is reckless and risky which could make their life worse. attention-seeking behavior isn't inherently bad, it's just a symptom of our fucked up world.
 
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london3

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May 5, 2022
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it's perfectly natural for people to do something attention-seeking, especially when they need help. i've done it before. and i think it's only helpful to call out attention-seeking behavior. it helps the person realize whether or not they actually want to ctb, and maybe stop doing stuff that is reckless and risky which could make their life worse. attention-seeking behavior isn't inherently bad, it's just a symptom of our fucked up world.
Very well stated.
 
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symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
779
I don't care what I look like after I'm dead so long as others aren't adversely affected. The scary part about discoloration from SN for me is I worry if I saw my fingers turn blue while still conscious, I'd start to freak and SI would kick in.

But sure, yeah, the autopsy photos are disturbing. That doesn't mean the method isn't peaceful or effective. Dead bodies be like that sometimes.
 
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keitaro

uwu
Jul 10, 2022
511
The scary part about discoloration from SN for me is I worry if I saw my fingers turn blue while still conscious, I'd start to freak and SI would kick in.
oh gosh, i hadn't thought of that. yikes.
 
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Bartzabel666

Member
Jul 5, 2022
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Might not look overly pleasant but like someone else said better than someone finding you with your head blown clean off.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,324
Each method has its pros and cons, if you are not convinced, go for another
Ordered today, will be here on Tuesday. I was trying to find some videos of people taking it to see what it would be like. Came across this on Reddit and it fucked me up. How long do you think before your body ends up like this? Dammit this is so fucking scary, can't imagine my family finding me like this!
I would say that you should store it in a safe place in case you need it later. Oops. Got the posts out of order.
 
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london3

Banned Scammer
May 5, 2022
584
I don't care what I look like after I'm dead so long as others aren't adversely affected. The scary part about discoloration from SN for me is I worry if I saw my fingers turn blue while still conscious, I'd start to freak and SI would kick in.

But sure, yeah, the autopsy photos are disturbing. That doesn't mean the method isn't peaceful or effective. Dead bodies be like that sometimes.
Yes, best just to close your eyes or put the duvet over your head an turn off the light and close curtains. You can try and distract yourself with loud music using earphones.
Might not look overly pleasant but like someone else said better than someone finding you with your head blown clean off.
True. The normal violent methods leave a mangled or splattered corpse. Very bad indeed.
 
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Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
2,734
I want to vanish, Thanos finger click style, when I die. Is there a method for this?

The tongue in cheak method perhaps?


Nearest I saw was that guy on top of the train in India, touching the power line. Not sure that's for me. I'd have to travel.
 

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