Tentative Goodbye Thread

[AndroidSol]

I understand your pain. I had something very traumatic happen in those years of my life and it makes me feel the exact same a lot. I have hated existing and society as well for some time but it's gotten better. I'm telling you though, as college fades away everything works out and there's a glimmer of hope there. I bet your parents will back off if you tell them how serious it's gotten. What about remote work from home? I'm begging you to reconsider how unimportant college is and stick around for your sister. I am sure some older folks here would agree with me. I don't ever comment here, probably won't again, but feel free to reach out for ideas.

Regardless, I'm asking you to consider your options in depth and try to stick around for your little sister. I'm just some random stranger but I care about you and know how you feel. It seems overwhelming and crazy and hectic, but it fades I promise and things become so much easier. I felt like I need to comment here and make an account to express this. Take time off college and work, try to be yourself and enjoy your college aged years, even if it's not perfect. I promise, promise it will get better. Please reconsider, please, I have felt this way and it's fades so quickly, especially with therapy. Wishing you the best.

I'm older and agree, it gets better.

I had a very unfortunate time this age, but stuck through it and it's been a lot better and different just a short time later. It took some therapy and time, but I understood college and parents aren't everything in life and pressure melted. I think anyone here can agree college pressure is unwarranted and once it's over, things are a lot brighter. To OP, many many people feel the way you do At your age. Consider what and who you're leaving behind

 

[Suicidebydeath]

How are you doing?

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Where the fuck did all these pro-lifers come from?

OP, I hope you're free and at peace now.

 

[Eris666]

Where the fuck did all these pro-lifers come from?

OP, I hope you're free and at peace now.

so people wanting to help are now suddenly all pro-lifers?
the people that commented just wanted to give the OP another perspective (both speaking from personal life experience)
i see nothing wrong with that?
tbh i also think its sad that a young person kills herself because of something like this but that doesn't make me any less pro-choice!

 

[SleepyBB]

Update: Took the antacid, benzo, and painkillers. Will take the AE in 5 minutes and the SN in 50 minutes. Will provide updates from there.

I hope you find peace and if you wig out, thats okay too. There's nothing wrong with taking more time before you go. I hope all is well in your world. No matter what you choose.
If you're still with us, we'd all love to heard back from you.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I don't know if you are still here. If not, I hope you have found peace.

 

[Shu]

Where the fuck did all these pro-lifers come from?

OP, I hope you're free and at peace now.

I didn't know trying to offer people support it a little bit of Hope makes you a pro-lifer.
I'm so sick of seeing people offer a little bit of advice or a little bit of support or something and automatically be called a pro-lifer and get attacked for it. I'm about to leave this website for good. Rest in peace Lecy.

 

[Lullaby]

OP has been venting about their situation for weeks now, which goes a lot deeper than work and school. I'm sure any support would've helped and been appreciated when they were sharing these things about their life.

@lecyleclec I hope you're okay.

 

[Darkover]

r.i.p

 

[OceanBlue]

I'm older too and it did not get better for me and wasn't worth waiting it out.

Please respect the person's choice, the comments were so pushy, didn't even try to understand.. You want people to wait? Do you know what waiting means? Waiting means exposing yourself to all kinds of risks, you can't force this decision onto another person.

This is incredibly sad for everyone involved, if you don't like it - get other people questioning the idea of having children.

I wish the OP never had to go through this.