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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
I took 3000mg of Benadryl and died ... I was brought back at the hospital.

Benadryl od is a very painful way to go.
 
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Vlad Tepes

Vlad Tepes

Experienced
Jun 24, 2025
265
I took 3000mg of Benadryl and died ... I was brought back at the hospital.

Benadryl od is a very painful way to go.
What was it like? Dunno if youve told your NDE story anywhere else but Im curious to hear it if youre fine with that.
 
FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,824
Really sad how the world failed this young girl.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
1,667
Really sad how the world failed this young girl.
Yes. Without knowing full details her life was likely only tragedy.
I keep asking but what's the point? Why are we suffering?
Benadryl. I have to think there was something else. I have a large bottle of Benadryl right now. Never considered it a method. It is one?
 
FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,824
Yes. Without knowing full details her life was likely only tragedy.
I keep asking but what's the point? Why are we suffering?
Benadryl. I have to think there was something else. I have a large bottle of Benadryl right now. Never considered it a method. It is one?
I don't know, but I'm pretty sure I saw some threads on here asking the same question about Benadryl and from what I recall it was not recommended as a method.
 
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9ofHearts

9ofHearts

Awaiting Death
Oct 1, 2025
16
Why is it painful?

I just find this hard to fathom. It's so readily available.
The usual symptoms of an overdose gone wrong. Nausea, dizziness, vomiting, & apparently extremely vivid and unpleasant hallucinations (bugs, spiders, etc).
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
Why is it painful?

I just find this hard to fathom. It's so readily available.
10/10 pain . Seizures are hell and you don't know what's real and what's not.
What was it like? Dunno if youve told your NDE story anywhere else but Im curious to hear it if youre fine with that.
It was as if I was in hell . The hallucinations and delirium were unexplainable...

My nde was me talking to my ex who had recently passed at the time ... he talked to me for what seemed like hours... and the world kept getting darker until everything stopped.

I woke up a day later , I had been declared dead until my heart started back up ... some kind of miracle they said ... absolute joke.

I should've died.
What was it like? Dunno if youve told your NDE story anywhere else but Im curious to hear it if youre fine with that.
It was as if I was in hell . The hallucinations and delirium were unexplainable...

My nde was me talking to my ex who had recently passed at the time ... he talked to me for what seemed like hours... and the world kept getting darker until everything stopped.

I woke up a day later , I had been declared dead until my heart started back up ... some kind of miracle they said ... absolute joke.

I should've died.
 
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