Tastes Vile

[BrokenLine]

Got to say SN tasted vile, drank about a 3rd but the taste :/

 

[botanormal]

Oh lovely, I'm so sorry you're at this point. How are you feeling?

 

[BrokenLine]

Oh lovely, I'm so sorry you're at this point. How are you feeling?

with what ive taken so far laying down I feel ok but shacky and feel a tad sick, I had to go to the bathroom and became really light headed and dizzy. could barely walk back to my room. So now just laying here looking at the rest.

 

[botanormal]

with what ive taken so far laying down I feel ok but shacky and feel a tad sick, I had to go to the bathroom and became really light headed and dizzy. could barely walk back to my room. So now just laying here looking at the rest.

Awh I'm sorry, it must be such a difficult experience. I'm sure you're already aware, but just be careful with what you're taking - even a tiny little amount is enough to kill you over time. Is it your plan to ctb today? Sending warmth & hugs to help with the feelings

 

[BrokenLine]

Awh I'm sorry, it must be such a difficult experience. I'm sure you're already aware, but just be careful with what you're taking - even a tiny little amount is enough to kill you over time. Is it your plan to ctb today? Sending warmth & hugs to help with the feelings

Thanks, yeah i know if i cant take more and what I've taken ends me I'm good with that, Is it my plan to CBT today yes if i can drink the rest.

 

[botanormal]

Thanks, yeah i know if i cant take more and what I've taken ends me I'm good with that, Is it my plan to CBT today yes if i can drink the rest.

I'm super glad you're at peace with your decision! It's definitely the hardest choice anyone will ever have to make, so I hope whatever happens, you're able to find some relief from the pain you're experiencing. Don't force yourself to drink the rest though, if you're unable to! Try to take things easy

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Wishing you the best. If this is what you want.
I guess that sounds dumb to say given where we are.
Sorry life brought you here.

 

[BrokenLine]

I'm super glad you're at peace with your decision! It's definitely the hardest choice anyone will ever have to make, so I hope whatever happens, you're able to find some relief from the pain you're experiencing. Don't force yourself to drink the rest though, if you're unable to! Try to take things easy

Thanks, yeah i too a bit more so maybe between halt to 2/3 I cant get down the rest, now i wait and see what happens.

Wishing you the best. If this is what you want.
I guess that sounds dumb to say given where we are.
Sorry life brought you here.

Thanks.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I see you have been here awhile also. May you find peace.

 

[botanormal]

Thanks, yeah i too a bit more so maybe between halt to 2/3 I cant get down the rest, now i wait and see what happens.

If you ever need anything in that time, reach out! I'll be sending you all my love & some warmth for your journey

 

[BrokenLine]

If you ever need anything in that time, reach out! I'll be sending you all my love & some warmth for your journey

Thanks,

 

[FuneralCry]

I still think that those who have SN are fortunate, at least the method is reliable and doesn't sound as horrible and difficult to go through with as many of the other methods. But I hope that you eventually find freedom from this awful world.

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[Shivali]

... May you find what you are looking for ...

 

[BrokenLine]

So I'm still here, i will say that was a bad 12-16hours, I had falling asleep and ended up being sick. then woke up about 1am. freezing and completely dehydrated.

 

[ctb7767]

How much did you end up consuming and what's your height and weight if you don't mind me asking

 

[SNO]

So I'm still here, i will say that was a bad 12-16hours, I had falling asleep and ended up being sick. then woke up about 1am. freezing and completely dehydrated.

How're you feeling now? X

 

[BrokenLine]

How much did you end up consuming and what's your height and weight if you don't mind me asking

Me I'm just over 5.11 - 156cm I weight 205lbs with the SN I had it weighed out at 30g mixed in 50mil water and drank about 3/4. I fell asleep about 30-40 minutes after taking it i did notice i lost a lot of color when i went to lay down to go to sleep and was asleep till after 3-4am not 1am . When i woke up i had been sick at some point my hands were dry fingers tips felt like sandpaper that type of dry. I had little color and i was freezing.

How're you feeling now? X

I'm feeling ok stomach still feels off, color came back other than I seem to be ok.

 

[Tiny Circle]

Glad to hear you're feeling ok.

So that's roughly 23g you took, if you did everything right? In theory it should have been lethal, surprised it wasn't. Maybe I should increase my personal dose to like 30g if I get my hands on SN soon.

 

[BrokenLine]

Glad to hear you're feeling ok.

So that's roughly 23g you took, if you did everything right? In theory it should have been lethal, surprised it wasn't. Maybe I should increase my personal dose to like 30g if I get my hands on SN soon.

Yes what I had would have been about that dose.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Well, I'm glad you seem to be okay after that experience. I'm sure it was devastating to summon the necessary courage and then not have the expected success.

 

[BrokenLine]

Well, I'm glad you seem to be okay after that experience. I'm sure it was devastating to summon the necessary courage and then not have the expected success.

Thanks, I wouldn't necessary say I feel devastated yes I wish I had a different outcome, but now with my experience of SN i won't be using that again.

 

[born2win]

How did it not work for you? 23gms of SN is ideally enough to kill anyone. will you share your regiment? Was your will to live all this time enough to counteract the SN or its purity not enough? I'm very curious since im going out via SN, as most of the people here are. Since 2019 is SN your method of choice?
Glad youre still here with us to tell the story.

Thanks, I wouldn't necessary say I feel devastated yes I wish I had a different outcome, but now with my experience of SN i won't be using that again.

 

[BrokenLine]

How did it not work for you? 23gms of SN is ideally enough to kill anyone. will you share your regiment? Was your will to live all this time enough to counteract the SN or its purity not enough? I'm very curious since im going out via SN, as most of the people here are. Since 2019 is SN your method of choice?
Glad youre still here with us to tell the story.

My regiment was just the same 48hour one that's been posted multiple times, When i went to the bathrooms the first time i was dizzy lightheaded and could barely walk 20 feet. As I said I lost most of my color before losing consciousness this was in about 30 minutes. Maybe it wasn't pure enough but i done both the blood and nitrite water test, same i done with my first batch and it came out as good. So who knows why i just think when as soon as i was unconsciousness i was sick so probably didn't get enough in my system.

Taste, that's the first thing it is horrible so my recent experience and that would have me look at a different method. Not that its not reliable but i can only base my decision on what i have/had available so no my SN wouldn't be my first choice right now and don't have it anymore.

 

[Wasabi]

Please tell me what brand is your SN?

 

[BrokenLine]

Please tell me what brand is your SN?

I bought it from a site i asked about on here.

 

[tary]

I bought it from a site i asked about on here.

Not a Canadian one by any chance?

 

[Wasabi]

I bought it from a site i asked about on here.

IC?

 

[jessisme]

I bought it from a site i asked about on here.

CCS?

 

[ctb7767]

What is IC? Can someone PM me?