Tasted n and wish i didn't

[Lucas]

So I thought about having a little test run with N, placed little bit of the liquid in a glass. It does smell like rubbing alcohol. First I took a little bit on my finger and tasted, it wasn't so bad, little bitter but not much. Then I took a sip and I'm sorry to tell you guys, it indeed tastes quite bitter (and that bitterness will stay in your throat for some time) and has the dangerous killing chemical essence written all over it which will alarm your survival instinct to kick in even if you were totally calm before.

So I guess point is that anybody who's planning to use this method, you really really have to find a way to mask N's taste or make it sweeter, otherwise your experience won't be nice like in those videos, it will nightmarish "I indeed just drank some dangerous chemical and I will die with a bitter taste in my mouth" type of deal. So anybody who's really dreaming about just taking a drink and simply dying happily while listening to their favorite music will be dissapointed. The unmasked taste will ruin the experience. There is no dignity in that.

Though I still say the taste wasn't unbearable or bad, like rotten food, but it simply tastes like danger. I still would prefer to die, but by using this method unmasked will be a horrible end in my book.

 

[Timesup]

How can you mask the taste and smell?

 

[Shady33]

So I thought about having a little test run with N, placed little bit of the liquid in a glass. It does smell like rubbing alcohol. First I took a little bit on my finger and tasted, it wasn't so bad, little bitter but not much. Then I took a sip and I'm sorry to tell you guys, it indeed tastes quite bitter (and that bitterness will stay in your throat for some time) and has the dangerous killing chemical essence written all over it which will alarm your survival instinct to kick in even if you were totally calm before.

So I guess point is that anybody who's planning to use this method, you really really have to find a way to mask N's taste or make it sweeter, otherwise your experience won't be nice like in those videos, it will nightmarish "I indeed just drank some dangerous chemical and I will die with a bitter taste in my mouth" type of deal. So anybody who's really dreaming about just taking a drink and simply dying happily while listening to their favorite music will be dissapointed. The unmasked taste will ruin the experience. There is no dignity in that.

Though I still say the taste wasn't unbearable or bad, like rotten food, but it simply tastes like danger. I still would prefer to die, but by using this method unmasked will be a horrible end in my book.

Personally I am going to cut it with pure syrup (ex: grenadine)

 

[skitliv]

Did it make you gag reflex?

 

[Threads]

Koolaid, Mountain Dew, Gatorade, Grenadine.

Put it into an alcoholic drink, Red headed sluts (Jager + Peach Schnapps) is always a solid choice.

 

[Lucas]

How can you mask the taste and smell?

I think some hospitals use simple syrup for it and if I recall, PPH had the old N advertisement from the 60s or so when it was still used as a sleeping aid, the ad mentioned that it had been sweetened with something that even the children could take it easily.

Did it make you gag reflex?

It didn't. When it was down, the feeling was similiar to drinking booze without burning. And after drinking, I felt little bit dizzy, but only for 30 seconds or so. But yeah, if you go unmasked, I would guess the waiting for death experience would be pretty similiar to those who drank a lethal dose of alcohol (and started as sober). Not a nice way to go at all.

 

[Tiburcio]

Hey, I know this sounds ridiculous but what if you put a condom (not used) in your tongue?

Or you wrap your tongue with something... I can't be more useful for you, sorry.

There is also the option of mixing it with juices and things.

 

[Shady33]

For the tongue, use a lidocaine spray

 

[DF90]

I've read that it's recommended to eat a bit of chocolate after or during drinking N.

 

[Lucas]

Hey, I know this sounds ridiculous but what if you put a condom (not used) in your tongue?

Or you wrap your tongue with something... I can't be more useful for you, sorry.

I'm not sure it will help much because I purposely let it be in my mouth for some time to get a real taste of it. The worst came when you had to actually swallow it because the bitterness will stay in your throat. And if you have to down 200ml of this, I can almost guarantee that you will die with that bitterness in your throat, unless you have some strong stuff to chase it after.

I guess the lesson here is that if you are about to drink unmasked N, the waiting for death experience won't be any better from drinking some cheap household chemical. There won't be dignity in it. If you really want this to be something special and have dignity, you have to find a way to mask the taste. I would go as far as that it's worth compromising the purity and effectness of the drug. Pleasent experience, but few hours longer coma time is still better than worst dying experience ever, but fast. And if the experience is horrible, you might end up backing off or even calling for help since your survival instinct might kick in.

Though I have to mention that I don't drink alcohol too often so it might have affected my experience as well when it comes to dangerous tasting stuff.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I was planning on using a flavored water enhancer … I'm just not sure how much to use though. I guess I will need more than I thought. ;)

 

[ForestDuck]

That's sad news :( but I guess there's no easier way to die, and a moment of dirty taste in your mouth to stop all the pain will be worth it. Also there is dignity in your actual death - you will be the only person dying from it, your body will be intact and that's all that matters imo.

 

[Azure]

Mix it with some OJ/Alcohol, numb your tongue with lidocaine, pinch your nose, swallow as fast as possible and eat a sweet piece of chocolate afterwards. Not much else you can do.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Hey, I know this sounds ridiculous but what if you put a condom (not used) in your tongue?

Or you wrap your tongue with something... I can't be more useful for you, sorry.

There is also the option of mixing it with juices and things.

I just thought it was funny about not putting a used condom on your tongue . :D
So it's good that you don't die instantly and be found with a condom on your tongue. :D
That would make for some interesting conversation for whoever finds the body. ;) ​

 

[RainAndSadness]

Interesting, I didn't open my bottles yet. I'm gonna mask the taste with orange juice and if necessary also gonna use a lidocaine spray. Members of this forum died with that method already so I doubt it's gonna be impossible. I think it's doable with some willpower. And in all honestly, I've been through shit that is thousand times worse than a bad taste. I would be extremely surprised if I couldn't do it, considering I'm desperate to die.

 

[Luke]

First of all thank you for sharing this, it's really appreciated.

A question.. have you ever tried drinking any other medicine that comes in an ampulle?
What you're describing here sounds similar to my experience with fever reducers. I ran out and only had liquid in ampulles meant for injecting. It was next to impossible to drink those at first but then I got used to it.

And that's 5ml not 200...
Even heavily diluted in a glass of orange juice is a terrible experience. I decided to just drink it quickly instead of forcing down a glass of "rotten" juice.

Is the taste somewhat comparable? Because in this case.. drinking 200ml... damn. 100% vomiting.

 

[GodKnows]

I used to drink ampule medicines when I was a kid and I am still traumatized by them.

 

[Lucas]

Mix it with some OJ/Alcohol, numb your tongue with lidocaine, pinch your nose, swallow as fast as possible and eat a sweet piece of chocolate afterwards. Not much else you can do.

PPH did recommend orange juice. I wonder if enough that would work. And we still have to remember that one bottle is already over the lethal limit so it does give us some freedom to blend it with something. Maybe 200ml of N and 600ml of strong orange juice.

Interesting. I'm gonna mask the taste with orange juice and if necessary also gonna use a lidocaine spray. Members of this forum died with that method already so I doubt it's gonna be impossible. I think it's doable with some willpower. And in all honestly, I've been through shit that is thousand times worse than a bad taste. I would be extremely surprised if I couldn't do it, considering I'm desperate to die.

I'm sure it's possible, but to stand that chemical taste for two bottles you really have to be in a real no-going back situation. If you have any and I mean any doubts or any hope, the taste will bring it up. So it really won't be ideal for those who dream of truly peaceful death, because it's like drinking someone's window cleaner. The great thing about guns is that there really ain't to taking it back or regretting.

 

[Tiburcio]

I just thought it was funny about not putting a used condom on your tongue . :D
So it's good that you don't die instantly and be found with a condom on your tongue. :D
That would make for some interesting conversation for whoever finds the body. ;) ​

Thanks for writting this, you made me laugh, really.

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I anyway would prefer people saying everything but not tasting thst garbage.

I'm not sure it will help much because I purposely let it be in my mouth for some time to get a real taste of it. The worst came when you had to actually swallow it because the bitterness will stay in your throat. And if you have to down 200ml of this, I can almost guarantee that you will die with that bitterness in your throat, unless you have some strong stuff to chase it after.

I guess the lesson here is that if you are about to drink unmasked N, the waiting for death experience won't be any better from drinking some cheap household chemical. There won't be dignity in it. If you really want this to be something special and have dignity, you have to find a way to mask the taste. I would go as far as that it's worth compromising the purity and effectness of the drug. Pleasent experience, but few hours longer coma time is still better than worst dying experience ever, but fast. And if the experience is horrible, you might end up backing off or even calling for help since your survival instinct might kick in.

Though I have to mention that I don't drink alcohol too often so it might have affected my experience as well when it comes to dangerous tasting stuff.

I thought at least the tongue taste would dissapear...

I really can't do very much, but I wish you get to override that flavour. And good luck when you drink it.

 

[RainAndSadness]

I'm sure it's possible, but to stand that chemical taste for two bottles you really have to be in a real no-going back situation. If you have any and I mean any doubts or any hope, the taste will bring it up. So it really won't be ideal for those who dream of truly peaceful death, because it's like drinking someone's window cleaner. The great thing about guns is that there really ain't to taking it back or regretting.

I'm confident. But I think I will have to figure this out for myself, once I'm ready to do it. I'm glad you mentioned this topic though. I think it helps us to prepare ourselves for this very final moment. There can never be enough preparation.

 

[Rex]

Thanks for this topic, although I have more than 2 bottles coming (want to make sure because of my benzo tolerance) it's good to know that i can still mix with alcohol/OJ as well.

The thought of the taste has never concerned me too much, but it's good to get some insight. I've tried some truly bitter drugs in my time including putting MDMA powder on my tongue and swallowing it at a festival years back, that was bitter as heck but I didn't mind it.

After everything, and I finally make a date (I've only ordered, not committed to anything yet) - I will of course get a little bit concerned about everything, only natural right; but I think after this thread... instead of just doing the bottles on their own, I am going to mix with alcohol and OJ.

I feel confident that because I'm taking more than 2 bottles, that it won't reduce the effectiveness too much, as above I got more than 2 bottles as I was anxious 2 wouldn't be enough with my benzo tolerance.

 

[Xmac000]

I'd advise against adding other substances to mask the taste as you said. You will just increase the volume from 200ml to 200ml plus however much you add to it. Thats more too drink and the general consensus on 8ch is that nothing will mask it. If you do attempt to mask it use mouth sprays instead.

 

[georgiapeach]

Where did you get it???

 

[georgiapeach]

Where did you order it???

 

[Luke]

Where did you order it???

There's a sticky thread called 'resources'. The seller contact is in the PPeH latest edition.

 

[Decker]

So I thought about having a little test run with N, placed little bit of the liquid in a glass. It does smell like rubbing alcohol. First I took a little bit on my finger and tasted, it wasn't so bad, little bitter but not much. Then I took a sip and I'm sorry to tell you guys, it indeed tastes quite bitter (and that bitterness will stay in your throat for some time) and has the dangerous killing chemical essence written all over it which will alarm your survival instinct to kick in even if you were totally calm before.

So I guess point is that anybody who's planning to use this method, you really really have to find a way to mask N's taste or make it sweeter, otherwise your experience won't be nice like in those videos, it will nightmarish "I indeed just drank some dangerous chemical and I will die with a bitter taste in my mouth" type of deal. So anybody who's really dreaming about just taking a drink and simply dying happily while listening to their favorite music will be dissapointed. The unmasked taste will ruin the experience. There is no dignity in that.

Though I still say the taste wasn't unbearable or bad, like rotten food, but it simply tastes like danger. I still would prefer to die, but by using this method unmasked will be a horrible end in my book.

Thank you so much for this. I have ordered N but have not received it yet. That is my first concern. When I have it safe I will need to concentrate on how to use it. I appreciate your honest description of your experience tasting it. Your right after seeing those videos I thought It looked pretty easy. I still have to do it but I need a better plan. I'm afraid of mixing it with oj. I think oj might make me throw up because it's hard on a empty stomach. Also when my son was young he had to take a very foul tasting powder. I was told ' oh no problem just mix it with apple sauce' well it was a problem because then it just tasted like a really gross sauce!

 

[saffron]

Hmm. I'm not too worried but 200ml is a lot. I'm not sure about mixing it w OJ bc I heard somewhere it f*cks up the method?
Maybe I'll take N after those miracle berry tablets lol. Who is using 3 bottles of N and what is your reasoning? I'm 44kg so I think 2 will be ok for me?

 

[Argo]

What about inserting a medical tube into your throat if you have no gag reflex, and simply pouring the N through a funnel connected to the tube, directly into your esophagus, and bypassing trastebuds?

 

[Karl30]

Lucas could you try testing it again with a small amount of orange juice together? Or alcohol? Etc..

Maybe you can find something that can help if your willing to taste test a few more small amounts?

 

[saffron]

I might try plugging my nose and drink it fast with a straw. Practise with a different liquid that's also gross?
You need to drink it in at least a minute or less.