Venting talking to a girl

[TheWorstLife]

so im talking to a girl fr and i mean its going good id say but it feels like its another distraction. i dont have weed rn so i get extra sad/mad etc. and i also cant sleep. however when im with her i feel like i can sleep + i feel not as grouchy and im not ruminating. its so nice to be able to have someone that brings me joy but it also really sucks that SOMEONE ELSE is needed to bring me joy, a simple emotion most people can experience. also ive been feeling the anhedonia man.. i made it worse by deleting most other games other than bo3 zombies so fun (im gonna post again if u just saw this pls check it out i need some tips)

 

[idontknowwhatiam]

You might want to move this to the off topic forum

 

[TheWorstLife]

You might want to move this to the off topic forum

sorry i just realized

 

[suffering2026]

i miss my last ex so much man

 

[eggsausagerice]

i miss my last ex so much man

same. i get kind of depressive reading posts about people talking people they care about in their lives even though that makes me sound like a bitter loser. i just don't have anyone i deeply care about in my life anymore after he left.