Strawberry_Clouds
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- Jun 17, 2023
- 45
So I was on a call with some friends, but around 9:45 last night I got tired and said bye. I woke up around 5ish today and noticed they had been texting in the gc after I left and it was pretty heavy. One of the friends who wasn't on call (only 3 out of the 9 were) was talking about how he was going on vacation with his family, how he had to pack shorts and it made his self harm scars show, and his struggles with wanting to ctb. I felt bad but in the same breath I felt so angry at myself. My friends were being incredibly supportive and caring but I couldn't even muster to the courage to just barley mention it. I want to be more open but I'm scared that it won't work like it did for him. Idk, I've always had a hard time telling people about small things, I guess this isn't really a new thing.
