littlecutecorpse
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ absolute girlfailure ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
- Nov 13, 2025
- 171
hi again, happy sunday. today's the day i'm going to ctb via FSH. finally, after all this waiting...
it's currently 8:40, but once my family leaves for church i'm going to have my setup ready to ctb with. that'll be somewhere between 10:30-11:30 am. until then, i'm making myself comfy in my room; changed the lighting and got music playing. soon i'll have my last meal and finish wiping anything necessary off my phone.
family won't be back till 2-3 pm, so i'll have a few hours to myself; enough time to commit and not be found on time for rescue. in about an hour i'm also going to take 10-15 pills of keppra (aiming for the drowsiness side effects) to help reduce SI.
though it's not guaranteed i'll have that timeframe to myself. it's gonna take a little battle with my parents until they give up and leave me behind. even if i'm successful with that, chances are they might disconnect my service. so though i plan to keep y'all updated in the meantime, if i don't say another word after this thread, that means my service has been disconnected. if i don't respond by two weeks, then consider me gone and at peace.
and for educational purposes, i'd like to keep my account open (even if i succeed), although i understand if you have to take it down regardless
anyways, that's all from me for now....or ever. maybe someday we'll all be able to find the peace we've been looking for (and very much deserve)
with that being said, goodnight SaSu
and sweet dreams. ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
-littlecutecorpse ୨ৎ
it's currently 8:40, but once my family leaves for church i'm going to have my setup ready to ctb with. that'll be somewhere between 10:30-11:30 am. until then, i'm making myself comfy in my room; changed the lighting and got music playing. soon i'll have my last meal and finish wiping anything necessary off my phone.
family won't be back till 2-3 pm, so i'll have a few hours to myself; enough time to commit and not be found on time for rescue. in about an hour i'm also going to take 10-15 pills of keppra (aiming for the drowsiness side effects) to help reduce SI.
though it's not guaranteed i'll have that timeframe to myself. it's gonna take a little battle with my parents until they give up and leave me behind. even if i'm successful with that, chances are they might disconnect my service. so though i plan to keep y'all updated in the meantime, if i don't say another word after this thread, that means my service has been disconnected. if i don't respond by two weeks, then consider me gone and at peace.
and for educational purposes, i'd like to keep my account open (even if i succeed), although i understand if you have to take it down regardless
anyways, that's all from me for now....or ever. maybe someday we'll all be able to find the peace we've been looking for (and very much deserve)
with that being said, goodnight SaSu
and sweet dreams. ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
-littlecutecorpse ୨ৎ
wishing you the best
