sweet dreams SaSu (ctb today)

[A_Spartan_Dead]

hi again, happy sunday. today's the day i'm going to ctb via FSH. finally, after all this waiting...

it's currently 8:40, but once my family leaves for church i'm going to have my setup ready to ctb with. that'll be somewhere between 10:30-11:30 am. until then, i'm making myself comfy in my room; changed the lighting and got music playing. soon i'll have my last meal and finish wiping anything necessary off my phone.

family won't be back till 2-3 pm, so i'll have a few hours to myself; enough time to commit and not be found on time for rescue. in about an hour i'm also going to take 10-15 pills of keppra (aiming for the drowsiness side effects) to help reduce SI.

though it's not guaranteed i'll have that timeframe to myself. it's gonna take a little battle with my parents until they give up and leave me behind. even if i'm successful with that, chances are they might disconnect my service. so though i plan to keep y'all updated in the meantime, if i don't say another word after this thread, that means my service has been disconnected. if i don't respond by two weeks, then consider me gone and at peace.

and for educational purposes, i'd like to keep my account open (even if i succeed), although i understand if you have to take it down regardless

anyways, that's all from me for now....or ever. maybe someday we'll all be able to find the peace we've been looking for (and very much deserve)

with that being said, goodnight SaSu
and sweet dreams. ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

-littlecutecorpse ୨ৎ

Wishing you the best Great Journey,
Beyond all pain, fear and death,
May you find the peace and serenity,
Your bravery remembered

 

[indianachrome]

Miss you already in the chat Little - Hope you are at peace now.

 

[he1terskelter]

Wish u happy peace

 

[darksouls]

yup; just finished wiping off everything necessary off my phone (including removing all my social media) lubricated the rope and all. i feel nicely sedated from the keppra i took earlier now. set up is already inplace. all i need to do now is leave my note out real quick, lubricate my neck (just for good measure), and get the noose around my head so that i'll be good to go.

once i'm gone, i'll give one final goodbye before i find my peace. it's been really nice chatting with you all and hanging around in this forum while i was still waiting, but of course it's time for me to go now. i wish all of you the best. thank you <3


okay, got that done. now that that's over with, i'm gonna get up the ladder and wrap the noose around my neck now.

thank you guys for everything, i wouldn't have made it this far without y'all

farewell x

love and peace to you

 

[Realog11]

Don't even know you and I miss you rest in peace

 

[EternalShore]

I've seen you around before, and your pfp is pretty kyute~ :) I don't know you too well, but I hope and pray you're somewhere nicer now~

 

[Malfunction]

Sorry that life brought you to this.

I hope you are at peace.

 

[Next]

farewell too

 

[Roadrunner]

Hope you've found peace

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

I hope you're at peace now.