Venting Survivor’s Guilt

[chaibea]

I have been suicidal and self harming since I was 10 years old. My dad died when I was 15 and my sister died when I was 19. I always think of how much impact they had on people in this world, how many people they helped and uplifted. I so badly wish it was me instead of my sister. All I do is isolate myself and depend on everyone to survive. She had a child, my dad had a community, I have nothing. I just want it to be over with already.

 

[BlockedintheUK]

Sorry you are going through that shit but I bet your Dad and sister wouldn't want it to be you instead of them x
What happened when you were 1o to make you suicidal? Feel free to DM me if you want.

 

[chaibea]

Sorry you are going through that shit but I bet your Dad and sister wouldn't want it to be you instead of them x
What happened when you were 1o to make you suicidal? Feel free to DM me if you want.

I always got bullied at school and abused at home