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Kayla

Kayla

One day you'll never see me again
Dec 23, 2024
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Are you okay? You didn't answer my question. Why do you think we don't need SN? Is it because you're against suicide now, or is there some other reason? I am genuinely confused.
I think my answer is pretty simple. Unless you're a meat curer, you do not need SN. I'm not against suicide at all. I just think people are quick to take SN on impulse when they would have been fine the next day.
 
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ThePollinator

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My head is buzzing
May 7, 2023
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Why are you being rude to her?
I didn't mean for that to be rude. I have problems communicating my intended tone in messages due to autism. If it sounded that way: Kayla, I truly apologize. You've experienced something traumatic and don't deserve to be hurt anymore.
I think my answer is pretty simple. Unless you're a meat curer, you do not need SN. I'm not against suicide at all. I just think people are quick to take SN on impulse when they would have been fine the next day.
That makes sense, I just didn't understand until now that it was about impulse (I apologize for not understanding until it was drawn out for me). I actually agree: I think a lot of attempts are impulsive and shouldn't happen. However, I also believe that a lot of the people on this forum have been having these thoughts for a long time, and have thought their decision through.
 
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Jan 11, 2026
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However, I also believe that a lot of the people on this forum have been having these thoughts for a long time, and have thought their decision through.
I'm one of them. Waiting for the right time. But hanging if done properly is so peaceful. I watched videos and tried to pass out. So good to wake up after these seconds and its doable. I will take SN and try some sorta hanging right away to avoid possible symptoms.
 
maplemagician

maplemagician

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May 18, 2026
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holy shit that's really fucked up that someone reported you with malicious intentions. Hope you're ok with the aftermath
 

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