Surviving SN: A year later

[thelostautistic]

Update:

Kayla has asked me to update the post on her behalf.
Someone called the police on her and she has now been detained under section 136. Things will be getting worse shortly.

I will keep you updated once we have more information

Omg what

 

[NotSoEnchanted]

Someone texted a hotline who then called the police. The police said I either go to hospital or get arrested for "malicious communication". they've 136'd me and im in the suite . I have 7g of Sn in my bra that they didnt find.

This makes me really sad and angry. Hearing about how things were getting better for you in ways, all the things you got to accomplish after surviving, like getting cats, getting your license back, getting a drone license, and finally receiving the support you deserve. It made my heart happy for you. You've come so far, and fought so hard, just for you to get backed into a corner by some ill intending stranger online. Please don't feel like you have to take the SN, please. I understand the fight/flight response situations like this can surface, especially given the fucked up nature of what happened, but taking the SN will only make things worse. I'm sure you have many more things to accomplish, maybe even more cats to get. I hope you're able to endure this unexpected outcome, and come out of it alright I wish I could offer more and better words of encouragement, but I didn't sleep last night, crashed a few hours ago, and I just woke up so my mind is a bit muddy.

 

[Le temps perdu]

Someone texted a hotline who then called the police. The police said I either go to hospital or get arrested for "malicious communication". they've 136'd me and im in the suite . I have 7g of Sn in my bra that they didnt find.

I'm sorry you're going through this,I hope you're doing well...
Did this happen because this posts on the site could be traced back to your real identity? That's honestly really scary.

 

[Kayla]

I'm sorry you're going through this,I hope you're doing well...
Did this happen because this posts on the site could be traced back to your real identity? That's honestly really scary.

I honestly dont know but its fucked.

 

[wine is fine but]

Im in the 136 suite. I have sn on me that they didnt find

please do not take it on a whim
only do it if it is absolutely necessary

i know that is a selfish thought, but taking it doesn't seem to be what you would want overall

 

[a-lien]

oh damn it.. don't know what's wrong with those people who did this...
I'm sure they will let you go soon, because is was something misunderstood and for mistaken ( i had this once too..of course not because of same thing,it was after an appointment but because of something misunderstood... and in your situation from your first post, it's more than clear and you can for sure clear things up next day, sry for bad english ;( ).
hold on..

 

[SDB]

Good for you! Im
Glad you're ok.

But some of us do need it and arent playing around

 

[Kayla]

Good for you! Im
Glad you're ok.

But some of us do need it and arent playing around

nobody needs sn.

 

[thelostautistic]

How are things going?

 

[wine is fine but]

i am hoping that i just haven't been observant and her custom title has not been changed in the last few hours

 

[thelostautistic]

i am hoping that i just haven't been observant and her custom title has not been changed in the last few hours

I think it's been like that for a while. Hopefully she's ok.

 

[Dante_]

Update : she is, am talking to her off site.

 

[Kayla]

Holy moly. Had the mental health act assessment. They don't care that I have a sn because it's a "safety blanket" for me. Welcome to the UK mental health services. Back at home now with my 2 cats who seemed to have missed me very much

 

[thelostautistic]

Holy moly. Had the mental health act assessment. They don't care that I have a sn because it's a "safety blanket" for me. Welcome to the UK mental health services. Back at home now with my 2 cats who seemed to have missed me very much

The fact that they don't care that you still have it after your very serious attempt is absurd. Can't say I'm surprised though. Mental health services here are shocking in crisis periods

 

[Kayla]

The fact that they don't care that you still have it after your very serious attempt is absurd. Can't say I'm surprised though. Mental health services here are shocking in crisis periods

They couldn't have cared less. Also, they knew that I had SN actually on me. Didn't bother to even ask me about it or do anything, I was just left with SN in a "place of safety." And what do they mean SN is my "safety blanket," like I took that shit last year and was so close to losing my life. 0 sense

 

[The Disqualified]

I read you thread and felt really sorry you for you. It is shocking the mental health services actually went to your door again, but I am glad you are fine now.

The way you talk about SN made me curious though. What exactly, if you don't mind me asking, do you mean by "nobody should take SN"?
I couldn't quite get the message from your post: if you believe people shouldn't kill themselves at all or if it is particularly about SN.

Anyway, I hope you are feeling better now.
Sending virtual hugs.

 

[Kayla]

I read you thread and felt really sorry you for you. It is shocking the mental health services actually went to your door again, but I am glad you are fine now.

The way you talk about SN made me curious though. What exactly, if you don't mind me asking, do you mean by "nobody should take SN"?
I couldn't quite get the message from your post: if you believe people shouldn't kill themselves at all or if it is particularly about SN.

Anyway, I hope you are feeling better now.
Sending virtual hugs.

Much love . I just feel like a lot of the wrong people are getting their hands on it, myself included. Impulsive people, minors stuff like that

 

[noname223]

I'm sorry you're going through this,I hope you're doing well...
Did this happen because this posts on the site could be traced back to your real identity? That's honestly really scary.

Tbh I am also wondering about that. I use a VPN to protect me. It seems like OP is talking with members from here outside this platform. Possibly after exchanging phone numbers or something that can be traced back. I am not accusing anyone but I could imagine someone is a faker that pretends to care.
I am very careful who to trust in private messages.

 

[Kayla]

Tbh I am also wondering about that. I use a VPN to protect me. It seems like OP is talking with members from here outside this platform. Possibly after exchanging phone numbers or something that can be traced back. I am not accusing anyone but I could imagine someone is a faker that pretends to care.
I am very careful who to trust in private messages.

It was someone on this site. I will not name them, but they meant well, and tbh I was seriously thinking about ctb yesterday.

 

[SDB]

nobody needs sn.

I do and I might need to, it's an escape hatch for me.

 

[Kayla]

I do

Unless you do meat curing, you don't lmfao

 

[SDB]

Unless you do meat curing, you don't lmfao

You don't speak for me, decide for me etc, It's my escape hatch etc

 

[Kayla]

You don't speak for me, decide for me etc, It's my escape hatch etc

okay my point still stands. Nobody needs it.

 

[ilovenewyork]

You can always flush it, Kayla. Save yourself from going through the experience again.

 

[Kayla]

You can always flush it, Kayla. Save yourself from going through the experience again.

It's really hard. I have an unopened bottle, and I just wanna leave it as it is.

 

[SDB]

okay my point still stands. Nobody needs it.

That's fine, maybe some people don't need or shouldn't have it. But I do. I have no idea what happened to you or that you may have been ratted out. But I'm sorry for the turmoil, it's troubling I understand. I hope things are are sorted out soon.

 

[ThePollinator]

okay my point still stands. Nobody needs it.

In this thread, you keep repeating that "nobody needs it". Why do you think that? Are you saying that nobody needs to commit suicide, or that no one should specifically choose SN as their method?

 

[Kayla]

In this thread, you keep repeating that "nobody needs it". Why do you think that? Are you saying that nobody needs to commit suicide, or that no one should specifically choose SN as their method?

Nobody here needs SN lol unless they're curing meats.

 

[ThePollinator]

Nobody here needs SN lol unless they're curing meats.

Are you okay? You didn't answer my question. Why do you think we don't need SN? Is it because you're against suicide now, or is there some other reason? I am genuinely confused.

 

[thelostautistic]

Are you okay? You didn't answer my question. Why do you think we don't need SN? Is it because you're against suicide now, or is there some other reason? I am genuinely confused.

Why are you being rude to her?