Survival instinct is powerful

[DolerDolerDoler]

Out of curiosity I tested night night method without intention to die, I just used my fingers, and after I found my cartoid arteries I pressed on both and I had to stop after 3 seconds.

Even though blacking out wouldn't kill me, that rush of heat and pressure in my face and head is something I do not know if I could mentally overcome

if youre wondering how I found them, I just sat up straight, tilted my head back, and pressed a bit to the right and above my adams apple

 

[FuneralCry]

I really wish it's not so unnecessarily difficult to permanently be free from this existence, it's so cruel to me how there isn't the option to just easily die in peace. But anyway best wishes.

 

[All_is_in_vanity]

Unfortunately, that's how nature designed us. I'm not as suicidal as others here but I've had my moments where I understand this