Surounded by a community of festival people, living my best life, but spending my time on site drafting a letter to start the eutanasia process

[lemohemo]

I'm here, i can get into any gig or festival in my country, surounded by the most beautiful people but I can find any thing to hold onto, its been suffering and emotional dysregulation since i was in childhood.
I don't want it to be violent. I've had 6 serious attempts and 10/20s of not too serious ones.
I don't want to go violently, I just want to go peacefully, its the least i deserve after all this suffering.
i just can't cope here, i've been fighting back tears all day wondering how all these people enjoy living and going out and getting it

 

[forgivemegod]

Eutanasia is a very hard and burocractic process actually. Do you have an terminal illness? Is eutanasia/assisted suicide legal in your country?

 

[bluesadness]

I'm here, i can get into any gig or festival in my country, surounded by the most beautiful people but I can find any thing to hold onto, its been suffering and emotional dysregulation since i was in childhood.
I don't want it to be violent. I've had 6 serious attempts and 10/20s of not too serious ones.
I don't want to go violently, I just want to go peacefully, its the least i deserve after all this suffering.
i just can't cope here, i've been fighting back tears all day wondering how all these people enjoy living and going out and getting it

How get euthanize itemx