Discussion Summary of my final ctb plan.

[suicidestyle]

It will be a summer day, at around 8am when my mother leaves for work, I will take the one hour bus to a place where I can jump from ~5 storeys, I will carry a bunch of pills with me (codeine) and take them before falling back off and onto the pavement under me. I will try to land on my head to maximise fatality, and considering my height and weight, the fatality should already be higher than it is for the standard individual. Paramedics take 15 minutes to respond in the city area, and I will be going at a time where there wouldn't be such a rush anyway (especially considering work hours), to maximise the amount of time before someone finds me and calls an ambulance. If the height doesn't damage me enough to kill me, hopefully the pills will fuck me up enough to do the job.

Will this work? Any improvements? It's not a big change from any of my previous plans, but I feel like I have thought it through enough, I just need to think of any thing else to consider.

 

[bipolar22]

5 stories. Are you sure thsts enough. Read 10 stories minimum. Not here to ruin youre plans. I might be wrong. Just something I read idk seems risky to me. Not sure

 

[happy2die]

make sure its a place where you can actually access the roof without anyone noticing

 

[suicidestyle]

5 stories. Are you sure thsts enough. Read 10 stories minimum. Not here to ruin youre plans. I might be wrong. Just something I read idk seems risky to me. Not sure

I've been looking for buildings that are tall enough and are also available to access for the public. Unfortunately this is one of my only options. I'm incredibly frustrated by the lack of access of buildings anyway.

 

[bipolar22]

I've been looking for buildings that are tall enough and are also available to access for the public. Unfortunately this is one of my only options. I'm incredibly frustrated by the lack of access of buildings anyway.

I hear you. I m not one to discourage. But thsts risky business. Too risky. You could survive in a while chair making your life much worse. And if noone finds you, extrme organs shutting down slowly its just to risky for me..you only got one try with this.
I rant recommend 5 stories at all. If you wanna go through with it I want you to be fully educated of what could go wrong. I personally hope you find a better solution. But its youre choice and judgment so all I can offer is some insights.

 

[suicidestyle]

I hear you. I m not one to discourage. But thsts risky business. Too risky. You could survive in a while chair making your life much worse. And if noone finds you, extrme organs shutting down slowly its just to risky for me..you only got one try with this.
I rant recommend 5 stories at all. If you wanna go through with it I want you to be fully educated of what could go wrong. I personally hope you find a better solution. But its youre choice and judgment so all I can offer is some insights.

I found a place that's around 85m tall, but it seems to be surrounded by trees and greenery so I'm not sure how convenient it would actually be. Also, the bus ride is around 2 hours away as-well.

 

[bipolar22]

I found a place that's around 85m tall, but it seems to be surrounded by trees and greenery so I'm not sure how convenient it would actually be. Also, the bus ride is around 2 hours away as-well.

Hmm yes concrete would be best. You dont want your fall broken by a tree . Difficult situation

 

[madameviolette]

Someone survived a 40feet fall here and is now bedbound and paralyzed, please be careful

 

[suicidestyle]

Someone survived a 40feet fall here and is now bedbound and paralyzed, please be careful

I've changed my mind and will most likely try to hang. The travel distance and effort is just too much.