Discussion Suicide Reason? (Mine is: Lost around 40 lacs (INR) in stock market and different love story) what is yours?

[Klophy]

Abuse, bullying, anxiety, panic attacks, loneliness, shame, regret and mostly my own inability to just deal with things.

I wish i was a stronger person. Right now i'm just tired of it all and i don't want to continue on but i'm too scared to actually go through with it, i've chickened out before.

 

[ChocolateCroissant]

Broken spine causing constant pain and difficulty walking. I don't have freedom to go and do what I want.

Wake to sleep anxiety about everything that I cannot turn off though I've been working at it for 14? Years

PCOS constant pain and bleeding caused by the VX. Will probably be denied an injury claim.

Difficulty with appetite- constant ravenous hunger that plagues me as I try and stay an even okay weight

Possibly becoming schizophrenic

Constant vertigo- type feelings

Nothing feels even okay in life. It is suffering and pain. There is nothing I take enjoyment from.

Everything in my life hangs by a thread. The future is bleak.

My dog died and there is no sunshine on this earth anymore.

I hope I CTB in my sleep tonight. It's all I want.

I'm just so tired. I'm tired of feeling anything. I just want to rest my eyes and not have to worry. I'm also scared of where my country is going. It may sound hyperbolic but it won't be long before people are actively hunting down folks like me.

I have everything I need in a drawer. And I feel ready.

Folks like you?

 

[Banshe]

Broken spine causing constant pain and difficulty walking. I don't have freedom to go and do what I want.

Wake to sleep anxiety about everything that I cannot turn off though I've been working at it for 14? Years

PCOS constant pain and bleeding caused by the VX. Will probably be denied an injury claim.

Difficulty with appetite- constant ravenous hunger that plagues me as I try and stay an even okay weight

Possibly becoming schizophrenic

Constant vertigo- type feelings

Nothing feels even okay in life. It is suffering and pain. There is nothing I take enjoyment from.

Everything in my life hangs by a thread. The future is bleak.

My dog died and there is no sunshine on this earth anymore.

I hope I CTB in my sleep tonight. It's all I want.

Folks like you?

I'm a trans woman. I've legit had guys come up to me the last month to say they can't wait until it's legal to hunt me down.

 

[Cherry Crumpet]

Wasted my 20's and most of my 30's trying and failing to lose weight. Heaviest I've ever been. Feel like a massive fucking failure. Put off dating because I'd do it 'when I lost weight". well I never did, and now i'm 38, a female, and it's too late for me. My family also nearly destroyed my mother. So she came to stay with me. Now we've been livign in a 500 square foot apt for almost 5 years and it looks like a horder's nest.

I've basically given up on all of my dreams at this point and my only reason to exist is to make sure my mom is taken care of and okay as she gets older.

I need to pretend I'm okay with my living situation and my future and not be selfish and upset my mother, which I have been doing. Because I'm a selfish stupid bitch.

I need to accept I will never be a mother. I will never have a partner (too fat, too many fucking mental issues). I will never have a house. I will never have anything. Except my plastic fashion dolls.

Because that's all I'm worth. About as much as a 15 dollar fashion doll.

Nothing.